so earler i was having a BBQ with family and i was looking up at the sky as always (i love the sky) and i seen an X (my eyes are bad but i'm sure i seen an X, i was thinking of X and hoping i see him one day in this life bc sometimes they can show themself, then i seen an X in the sky) so i tried to take a picture of it but it was too dark so it wouldn't show, then i put the phone down and it was gone, what do you think?
i told my mum about it and she said "he might be letting you know he's still here, watching over you" almost made me cry like a bitch <3 also i was feeling sad today, thinking of the past, also thinking of the pedo for a bit untill i listenend to X's songs like alone part 2, that song lets me know i'm not alone as all of his songs do <3 and i also remembered what he said "i am in control of my mind" i am in control.. so i felt better, so what do y'all think?
i asked if that was him to let me know in a dream etc idk what else to do..
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guardian angel
FanfictionX aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3 may be upsetting