guardian angel

it doesn't matter how young you are

"I don't like to speak about my age because people try to use my age to determine my knowledge" <3

That's another thing I can relate to, right on this recording of X (he was 16 I think) and he was talking about wanting to die, he doesn't know what happiness is (when his girl hurt him, he was really hurt like, he already had a hard life at a young age..)

The people he was talking to aksed how old he was, after X telling them how he felt, he told them and they actually fucking laughed at him.. It got me fucked up, this is why he couldn't trust people.. Also bc they posted the recording..

There's not a age you NEED to be to suffer from depression etc, that shit happens from a early age

Them laughing at him being sad, wanting to die all bc of his age.. This is why many kids kill themselves bc of rude, ignorant people like this, ignoring that they're depressed, got anxious etc etc all bc they're young.. They say it will get better and just leave it at that, it's fucked up and is the reason many kids, teens, kill themselves.. Bc nobody listens, nobody pays them no mind..

When they laughed and said rude bs, that's when X had them like a bitch

"you ever seen somebody get their tongue cut out?"

"you ever seen somebody try to kill your mum?"

"you ever seen somebody get raped?"

"everytime you go to sleep and you remember what you see and you remember how it felt.. and you remember that horrible feeling in your soul.. nobody could comfort you" <\3 I almost cried again, this hits me everytime

That shut them up

He went through a lot at a young age, it doesn't matter how young or how old you are, just bc you're young you're supposed to be happy? Fuck no, you can suffer from depression, anxiety, PTSD at any age, PERIOD!