I know this isn't about X but I had to put something about juice in here
I found out he died like an hour ago and my chest still feels so heavy, my heart dropped when I found out he was in fact dead, no fake news, he is actually dead and it's so fucking heartbreaking, it was so unexpected, we keep losing good people, why? Why not take all the bad ones first? Why? <\3
demon youth
I really can't believe this, he was only 21..
His song legends comes to mind "we ain't making it past 21" :'( <\3 this is heartbreaking.. I was so sure this couldn't be real..
His song legends and fast are playing over and over again in my head..
I never thought I would be saying this about juice wrld, saying R.I.P, I never thought I would be seeing any of this anytime soon, it's so scary that all the good people are being taken from this world, it really isn't fair.. We need as many good people we can get, this world needs more good people!
Oh and people or should I say monsters, are making jokes about his death, it's LITERALLY just fucking happened, how fucked up can people get?! Death isn't funny! You heartless fuck! No matter what he was doing, taking drugs, drinking lean, it's NEVER okay to joke about! We don't know if it was bc he took drugs before for his anxiety and depression btw! We don't know, seizures can just happen.. Either way It's still tragic obviously and it's messed up to joke about it all! Don't be an insensitive heartless fuck, this was unexpected..
They did the same shit about the little boy from Jessie, making jokes, doing a whole fucking challenge about him having a seizure, THEY are the ones that should go, the ones that are sick enough and heartless to make jokes about death, just bc they're heartless or just don't like their music, the ones that wish somebody would die or the ones that laugh that they have died all bc they don't like their fucking music! Take them! Take the heartless sickos! Not the good people <\3 This was so unexpected <\3 I was thinking meeting him sometime too.. I'm so sorry this has happened juice, I even had a dream I met him ages ago, R.I.P <\3
You're with X now.. Ohmygod ski! He already lost his vro, how will he handle this?! <\3
They keep dying.. The good people keep fucking dying <\3 "they tell me ima be a legend, I don't want that title now cuz all the legends seem to die young, what the fuck is this about" </3 I love you dude.. I'm so sorry this has happened to you.. You're a good guy, you deserved to live a long happy life
my thoughts go out to y'all and his friends and family, WHY god? Why take the good people? Take the bad people first, I know you need good bad ass guardian angels but please.. :'( stay strong guys, Idk what to do rn, this is so horrible and so worrying.. The good people keep dying, its so scary, it's so unfair, they're more than rappers to so many people, there's some people that you know in real life, family etc, that has died and you don't even cry for them but there's people you have never meet, never spoken to, you just love their videos and music and they can mean so much more to you, they can make more of an impact on you than anybody, they're never "just a rapper" they're family
I just read on XXL he was looking forward to the future, he didn't want to die, he had a seizure, yes he had anxiety and depression hence why he took drugs etc but he didn't want to die, he just wanted the pain to stop, this hurts, anything CAN happen at anytime.. It's so unexpected man.. I'm feeling so many different emotions.. When I found out, I came upstairs and cried, I was holding it but I had to come upstairs and cry, I went into the shower and I just felt numb after crying for a while, almost as if this was just a dream and I couldn't wake up.. My heart hurts, I don't know what to do with myself.. This is just crazy.. He should still be here but they're never truly gone, they always live on through their music and us, they're always in our hearts, It's so weird bc I had this like, I can't even explain how I felt today, like numb.. Fed up? Idk, I can't explain it, I can't even explain how I feel about this whole thing, it's just so crazy and heartbreaking but anyway then I found out juice had died.. :/

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guardian angel
FanfictionX aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3 may be upsetting