it feels like I keep messing up today, I feel really sad and horrible today Idk why, its one thing after another it seems, i feel like such a horrible not "normal" daughter for many reasons..
But I went upstairs, crying, I got my blade out but I threw away my blade.. I was crying, feeling really horrible but I didn't cut.. My eyes landed on like 3 of my pictures of X, so I started like saying how I felt, I was talking to X, he doesn't want us to cut, i wanted to but then I just threw it away, that's a positive start isn't it?
X is always sitting with us when we're sad etc, he's listening, hence my edit up top <3
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guardian angel
FanfictionX aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3 may be upsetting
