What Billie eilish said about X "jah was someone that stuck with me and got me through something that I felt like I would not have gotten through if it weren't for him, it's really weird to talk about bc I don't think he was human and he didn't think he was human, I remember him telling me once 'nah I'm not human, you're not human, we're both aliens, we're not on this earth really' all he was trying to do was be better, that was my person and he was a lot of peoples person he was like a beam of light and just tried to do everything for other people, that was the most selfless kid I've ever met in my life, hands down" bruh <3 <\3 fr, he is such a beautiful person inside and out and he is our person fr and our beautiful guardian angel "he was a lot of peoples person he was like a beam of light" this is so true as well <3 there's also little text messages up at the top of the video saying:
"You need to speak to me so I can give you words of strength" (that made me think of my dream I had a ages ago.. I talk to X sometimes about personal stuff and I always thought of revenge on a pedo always and I had a dream of X and he said revenge isn't the answer like ohmygod <3 i appreciate him coming to me <3)
"You're strong, don't let anybody bring you down"
"Don't let your emotions burden you"
"I know exactly how you feel"
"Please at least tell me you're okay?"
HE WAS SO CARING AND LOVING! I CRIED AT THOSE TEXTS! <3 <\3
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guardian angel
FanficX aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3 may be upsetting