guardian angel

Things that X taught me

What are some things X taught you?

Mine is that it's okay to be yourself, your caring self bc it is cool to be a good person, I always thought it was cool or some shit to be bitchy that was never me, so that hit me deep bc we should make it cool to be a good person <3 and to be positive and a better person, also in like rudeness/hate, you got to handle it in a different manner, not flip out etc, just handle it better and I do now and to be happy with yourself bc you got to live with yourself everyday so we need to love ourselves

"you need to love yourself, if you see something you do not like, you need to change it" something like that he said <3 and if we want to do something we can, if we want something enough it will happen, we just need to follow our dreams, work for it, like I've always liked rap but I have never ever tried to rap before, I've only started thanks to X, he said to put your feelings and thoughts into a song and make the best fucking song out of the bad shit that have happened like he did and I do, I also do with some of my stories <3 it does help and that it's okay to open up about some things you never thought you could.. He did, about his childhood, rape, etc etc and look how many people he has helped/still is helping, many now know they are not alone bc the person they look up to went through a lot of messed up shit, some shit people can relate to as well, including myself and he made it, so can we bc there is hope for the rest of us and maybe some day, I will help people with my story.. There's so many more things he have taught me <3

Also his death.. has me taught me some things too.. Anything can happen at anytime, even if with people, always be alerted and it annoys me so much when people say "oh nothing will happen to me, I'm grown" ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU'RE GROWN! There's heartless people everywhere!

I love you X <3 #LLJ