X aka Jahseh is watching over us always, he's our guardian angel/lil demon now. i'm writing this because it's like a special story for his birthday <3
may be upsetting
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i'm gonna miss having that feeling when there's a new X song out.. :'( </3 you know what i mean? there might be another new album or two coming out tho right? like i get so happy and fangirl and cry so hard, i've never felt so close and had so much comfort from anyone before that i've never met and from just like songs or videos like i do with X, he understands like i can talk to him about anything without feeling judged like i can relate to him in some ways and that's comforting, he's like a close friend, he wanted us to feel that way too.. he said something about we can look at him like a friend a lover etc, you remember that video? i already felt that way i already looked at him like both of those before even watching that video i just feel so close and comforted by him and like when i'm listening to his songs and watching his videos, i just get this feeling with most of his songs and watching his vidoes.. like with skins i fangirled and i cried so hard that album makes me feel like he's still here.. i get chills, all that shit, that album does stuff to me man.. most of his songs make me feel that way but that album man.. you know what i'm saying? tbh he is still here wih us but ima miss hearing new songs.. </3 bc in time there will be none and it breaks my heart but it's a good thing his songs are so amazingly perfect/deep so we never get bored of listening to the same ones and we will always feel as if he's here watching us <3 he's our guardian angel ofc he's watching over us <3
X: you're thinking too much stop it
me: sorryyy
i bet he thinks that when we think about everything
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