Blue Tomorrow (Super Junior Fan Fic)

Chapter 12: Rainbow After the Storm

[Sungmin POV]

Lei already told me the truth. At first I was really hesitant to believe it, but the moment I saw her eyes, I knew that she told me the truth. With all the information that I found out about his sickness, I really don't know how to handle the fact that she lay down to me. All I can feel now is hatred, anger and sadness. I really hate my self for not noticing it earlier and sadness because I left her there empty minded.

I walk down to our room and I saw Kyuhyun playing starcraft in his laptop, I ignored him and went down to my bed as I close my eyes to calm myself.

A few minutes has passed and I didn't realized that I fell asleep and I was awakened by the someone's hands hold me in my shoulders. It was kyuhyun.

"Hyung, could you go with me outside?" he asked.

"Just go by your own, and leave me alone" I bluntly said.

To my surprise, he grabs one of my arms as he drags me to the hallway down to living room.

"Just go with me hyung, you will regret this if you won't" he said. Aish! This maknae! Your lucky enough that I still saw you as my dongseng.

I slip on my shoes and we went to his car as he drove off to a place that I don't know.

I was surprised when we got to the area. This is a beach.

He sat down on the white sand and he removed his shoes and let the water flow in his feet. I sat beside him and we stared at the small waves and admire the sunset. After a few moments of silence, he finally spoke.

"I saw everything hyung, but I demand an explanation" he said, while still looking on the waves.

"what do you mean? Cut it out maknae" I said as I throw a small stone in the water.

"do you like leyvine-sshi?" for a second, I was stopped with his question. What does he thinks like that, or maybe, he saw me hugging her! Oh my!

"did you saw me hugging me her? It's not like what saw." I said. I do hope he would not jump into conclusions.

"I know hyung, that why I demand an explanation from you right now. Because someone's heart is already breaking in pieces as the moment we speak of right now" he said.

Did he like lei? How could I tell him the truth where I promised her that I won't tell anybody about it? But I don't want to lose our friendship with this misunderstanding. Should I tell him? I was really confused right now. It's really harder than I think it is.

So asked him, "did you like Lei?"

He stopped from throwing stones in the water and said.

"yes"

Oh my! He admits it, before I could react more, he continuously said.

"but I already given up, the moment I saw everything. I know that these feelings of mine doesn't have a chance. But I still love her, I'm just waiting for the time to heal the wounds in my heart" he sadly said, I knew he is trying his best to hold it back all the feelings. But I said,

"what moment? Can you explain further? I'm really confused" I said.

He tooked a deep breathe again and he said.

"After the dinner, I saw donghae hyung and Lei kissing each other at the rooftop." He said. I know now that the one he mentioned earlier is his own heart.

"is that why your heart is broken into pieces right now?" I asked as I was trying to comfort my dongseng.

"my heart is already broken then, but there is someone out there experiencing pain more than I am right now." He said, now my mind is full of puzzle to be solved.