Melting Hearts

Part 78 - Who's the boss?

***Arush's P.O.V***

"You fucking asshole I hate you....get out.... get out I don't want to see you... you're all sweet and romantic once and then all of a sudden you become like this... like an alarm that has been snoozed! You're a bursting volcano at once and then bam.... you're still like a fucking lake!! I hate you!! I can't understand how your mood swings!! I hate you!! I don't want you!! Get out get out get out now!!" she shouted, tears pouring down her face.

I felt all the wind in me getting knocked out... like I'd been punched in the guts. No her tiny hands could never hurt me, but rather, it was what she'd said - She doesn't want me!! She hates me!

I had jerked off three times in around 10 minutes in the office earlier thanks to Sahana and her innocent seduction and it had literally taken my everything to not have sex with her right there on the office floor!! 

She's my enticing girl... mine... and I seriously couldn't wait to make her mine. But the way I'd lost my control over her earlier - couldn't have that happening again now could I?! Forget me, but what if I got too rough on her in my eagerness to plough into her?! Or worst - someone happens in on us while we're going at it and they judge her character?! Or worst - they get to see her naked... taint her image!

As calm and relieved as I'd felt after having jerked off, all the juices and blood and even my fucking brain seemed to have settled comfortably with my dick, thus making me uncomfortable!

But alas all thoughts had yet again popped out of my mind as I'd gotten out of my bathroom and found her pleating her saree, her ample cleavage enticing me with every breath she took! Add to it, she looked like a perfect damsel, glowing with a beautiful blush adorning her face, and biting her already plump lips!

I so wanted to just go and slam her against the wall before slamming into her! How could I lust after her so much all of a sudden?!

And as on cue, she peeked shyly at me, and my boy gave his salute to her - fucking betraying bastard!!

How could she control me like this with just one look?!

And that magical moment was yet again broken by my intercom, ringing and jolting both of us out of our trance!

How could I just get so lost in her?! And moreover, how could I just lust for her so much?! The thought of what I could do to her... of what would have had transpired between us in this office if not for that phone call made me shiver as I sat down on my carpeted office floor, looking but not really taking in the city down below.

Usually, barking at someone and ranting out my anger calms me down, but today it didn't - I'd barked twice on the phone and yet... and yet I felt like I was sinking.

Nothing on me except my clothes and yet I felt like the whole world's weight had suddenly descended upon my shoulders.

Add to it Sahana's musical voice... I just wanted to make her mine! I just wanted to get lost in her - forever!

And standing here in front of her in her own bedroom, having her glare up at me through those hurtful tear filled eyes crashed all of my senses.

"I want you" I heard myself whisper, and found her angry gaze turn to that of confusion as she stared up at me, sniffling a little.

"I want you right here right now" I heard my croaky voice before moving forward and slamming my lips onto her's.

At once, I felt myself getting lighter... lighter in the head... and with my arms wrapped tightly around her waist, grazing her smooth skin, I couldn't help but moan into her mouth. 

But she didn't kiss me back, and neither did she put her arms around me. Her arms were by her side, limp, like she was in my arms!

Slowly breaking from the kiss, I looked down at her, who had kept her shocked gaze on me, her eyebrows almost reaching her hairline.