Chapter Thirty-Four

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Jungkook

  It's been four weeks now.

  My hand is better and so is my memory, but I'm scared to let Yoongi know that. I talk to Jimin like I used too, and he's apologized a billion times to me even though it wasn't even his fault that anything happened.

  The reason I'm scared to let Yoongi know that my memory is mostly completely back is because of all the embarrassing shit that I did.

  I saw him for the first time after the accident and fucking kissed him for fuck sake. How am I supposed to feel about myself? I told him how I always thought I'd marry a woman and not him. How did he feel when I said that?

  Why did I say that?

  Being "married" to Yoongi has been so eventful and he's been my 'first' for a lot of things. He was my first date, first marriage, took me out for a dinner and movie and even walked in the park. For the first time, as a date, we did those things. Thinking about Yoongi waddling in the fountain water now, I wish I had just pulled him in and kissed him then.

  Our first kiss.
  My first kiss.

  With Yoongi, my first kiss wasn't exactly on a beach with the sunset in the background, but it sure did feel a million times better than that.

  I always said I wanted my first kiss and first time having sex to be with someone special, but I realize that Yoongi is special. To me.

I'm scared that I finally found the special person that I've always wanted to find. It just happens to be a guy, but I don't really care. The thing that scares me is that we're merely together because of a contract.

  Which is exactly why I've been trying to hang out with other people these days. I want to get my mind off of Yoongi. He's completely changed my views on everything in the community. I used to think I was straight until he came into my life and.. married me.

  Hah, marriage.

  I have a crush on my husband.

  My eyes widened as I thought about that. Did I just admit that to myself? Do I? Do I like Yoongi? I hit myself and shook my head.

  "Kook, hitting yourself isn't going to force you to eat it." Namjoon broke me from my thoughts. I looked up at him and furrowed my eyebrows. Joon was trying to feed me something to which I had refused to eat.

  "I already told you," I rolled my eyes. "I don't want it. It tastes weird." I said.

  Namjoon huffed and crossed his arms. "I'm not that bad at cooking." He frowned. Hoseok chuckled from the kitchen. "Wait a minute.. Baby, why are you in the kitchen?" Joon asked.

  Hoseok stopped laughing. "Uh.." he looked away. I chuckled at the two men.

  "You guys make me sick with your relationship." I rolled my eyes.

  "You're married.." Hoseok reminded me.

  Namjoon smirked and looked over the table at me. "Unofficially." He mouthed at me. I pouted and shook the table. My phone began to ring, and so I looked at it. Yoongi. Namjoon looked at my phone. "You have your husband in your phone under as just his name? Nothing cute? I wonder why.." He laughed at me.

  I squinted at him, regretting ever calling him about the situation. He never told me that he was getting a job at BigHit until after I agreed to do the marriage, so I made him swear to me that he wouldn't tell anyone, especially Yoongi.

  I answered the call. "Hey baby." I said through gritted teeth as Hosoek eyed me.

  "Baby?" Yoongi choked through the phone.

  I pressed my lips into a thin line. "I'm at Joon's house. Hoseok's cooking something for me that actually has taste." I glared at Joon.

  He stuck out his tongue to me before he stood up to go help Hoseok with the cooking, but Hoseok just laughed as Joon poured too much salt into the boiling water.

  "Alright.." Yoongi said. "We'll just eat without you, then." He said. Before he could hang up, I questioned what he meant by "We'll eat".

  "My friend from college—"

  "I'm coming home." I cut him off. Jealously suddenly took over and I grabbed my jacket, ready to take off. The two beside me frowned.

  Yoongi sighed through the phone. "No, stay. I don't want to intrude. Besides, I haven't seen her in forever, so we'll just catch up." He said.

  My heart dropped. 'Her.'  Its a girl. Does that even matter? Yoongi told me he's pansexual.

And.. I told him I'm straight.

  "O-Okay.." I sat back down. "Don't have too much fun without me." I laughed lightly.

  "Can't promise you that." Yoongi laughed back. My eyes widened as he hung up the phone. Wait.. Did he really just say that?

  "What's wrong Kookie?" Hoseok asked.

  I shook my head and smiled weakly. "Nothing." I lied. Namjoon stared at me, giving me a worried look. I brushed them off.

  This woman better stay off of my husband.




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Three chapters in one night

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