I Never Wanted To Love You (or did I...)

Reveal // Whizzvin

A/N here have some sadness. Sorry it's so short.

Also I'm trying not to cry this book is at 6k and in three weeks so that's cool

On top of that this book is eligible for #wattys2019 so there's that too I guess

*im dying on the inside*

Fuck the world

...That's what Marvin thought...

Fuck the world and everyone in it.

...His world was being torn to pieces...

Why him?

...He didn't know what to feel...

Why me?

...He didn't know what to think...

Why now?

...Things were starting to go well...

He's too young.

...But every good thing...

I'm too young.

...Must come to a end...

He couldn't sit still. He had been pacing the hospital room for the past hour. Whizzer had begged him to sit down, but tiredness soon washed over him and he was out like a light. Marvin hadn't noticed until the doctors had come in to check on his lover.

But how was he supposed to do it...

Tell his lover...

...his son...

...his ex-wife...

...his ex-psychiatrist...

...his friend...

Charlotte knew already. She knew how to tell him. But didn't know how he should tell anyone else.

"What you thinking about?" Whizzer croaked.

I can't tell him. Not right now. It will hurt him too.

"Life." Marvin shrugged.

"I know Marvin, I know what you don't want to tell me."

"What? How?"

"Charlotte..."

Marvin nodded his head. "How do I tell them?"

"I suspect Cordelia knows. She's a clever women." Whizzer replied.

"But how do I tell my son?, Trina?, Mendel?" Marvin panicked "How?"

"The same way to told them about me. Calmly."

Marvin nodded I can do this.

***

It was cold when Marvin arrived at the house. The temperature set the mood. He took a deep breath before knocking the door. No answer. It was 12am after all. He knocked again.

"Hold on, I'm on my way" It was Mendel.

Marvin took another deep breath as the door opened.

"Oh Marvin. Are you okay? Is everything okay with Whizzer?" Mendel smiled warmly.

"Yes yes. Am I okay to come and talk to you and Trina?"

"Of course! Come in."

Mendel led Marvin to the living room where Trina was sitting. He gave her a small wave.

"Marvin...its 12am...why are you here?" Trina questioned.

"I have something important I want to tell the both of you. Jason can't know yet. I'm going to tell him later on." Marvin said as he sat to face the couple.

"Oh no. It isn't Whizzer is it?" Trina asked, Marvin couldn't believe the concern that flowed in her words.

"No it's about me. I...It's hard to say."

"Take your time Marvin." Mendel said, slipping into his old ways out of habit.

"I...well...I have it too. What Whizzer has, it's umm passed onto me."

Silence filled the room.

"Oh Marvin." Trina sobbed "I'm so sorry. You'll make it through won't you."

"I genuinely don't know." Marvin replied. For the first time since he found out, Marvin sobbed.

Trina decided he should stay the night. There was no way she was letting him drive back in such a state. She made him stay in the guest room, even though Marvin said he would be fine on the couch.

The next morning, Marvin slipped out before Jason woke. He said goodbye to Trina and Mendel and went back to Whizzer.

As he opened the door to Whizzers room, balloons and banners were up on the walls. Charlotte and Cordelia stood smiling best to Whizzer who looked better than he had before.

"What's all this?" Marvin smiled.

"Well I didn't want you feel sad, so I through you a 'sorry I gave you my virus, but let's eat cake to celebrate you still being healthy'  party!" Whizzer beamed.

"How much pain medication is her on?" Marvin laughed.

"A lot." Charlotte smiled.

"On a serious note, Marvin I am sorry I did this to you." Whizzer sighed.

"It isn't your fault." Marvin said as he sat next to Whizzer. "Besides, we would be having a party otherwise."

Whizzer laughed as Marvin started to eat the cake frosting.

This is what Marvin needed a bad thing to end with a good thing.

A/N this is terrible but meh