I Never Wanted To Love You (or did I...)

Giving Back // Whizzvin

A/N if you haven't noticed by now I'm a very depressed person and I tend to write sad one shots as a way of coping. So this is the last sad one for a while because I finally managed to pull myself out of my month long depressive episode. Apologies for such a short one.

Whizzer never found it easy. Yes he had been with many men by now but that never made it easier. It was the part of a break up he always dreaded the most. But this time, he didn't have chance to cry away all his feeling in his car before he arrived at his partners house. This time he just had to walk out of one room and into the other.

As he put that last of the moderately stylish hoodies he had taken from Marvin in a box, he came across the shirt Marvin had got for their six month anniversary.

It was the most fashionable price of clothing in the world, but it meant a lot to Whizzer. It was definitely unknown that Marvin's way of coping with stress was sewing, so when Whizzer found out he was over the moon. Sadly, Marvin wasn't very good at it. At first Whizzer had to pretend to like the garment when he unwrapped it, but when he realised what was on the shirt he felt his heart grow.

Across the back of the shirt was pictures of the places they'd been together. Cinema tickets from their favourite movies were across the sleeves and a painting that Whizzer has done for Marvin was also horrendously stitches to the back too. Each object held some level of importance, it was the last thing that Marvin had gifted to Whizzer that came from a place of love.

Whizzer didn't k ow what to do with it. He couldn't take it with him, but throwing it away wasn't an option either. So he took his third option. It was going back to Marvin. He put it in the box with the other clothes, picked up the box and when to Marvin's room. He knocked and waited for an answer.

"What do you want?" Marvin snapped as he opened the door.

"These are yours." Whizzer sniffed holding the box out for Marvin to take, "I'm guessing you want them back."

Marvin took the box and opened it. Staring him in the face was the dirt he gave to Whizzer.

"Y-you don't want to keep it..."

"I can't."

"But I made it for you."

"You made it with love, and we both know we don't have that anymore"