2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

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Seoyoon's POV

Jinyoung yet again, wasn't talking to me like how he usually do. It was starting to infuriate me even more and I couldnt take it any longer. If he wanted to break up with me he should just tell me already!

"Can we talk?" I angrily said, barging in the staff room and ignoring the looks I was recieving from other employees. Jinyoung looked at me a little flustered and was about to speak.

"Outside, right now" I demanded and walked out at once. Luckily, He didnt embarass me by following me outside. The moment we reach the back staircase, I angrily turned to face him.

"What is wrong with you?! You've been ignoring me for days! You've been so cold and Im about to lose my mind thinking about what I did!" I yelled out. I was shaking in frustrationg while he just stood there calmly.

"Nothing's wrong with me." He simply said.

Oh for fuck sake Jinyoung! Open the fuck up!

"I just..-"

"I just what?!" I yelled even louder, making him terrified. I finally came back to my senses and realized that I was being too much. I didnt mean to make it look like that I just..Ugh. I was just going mad, thinking about the things I must have done to cause Jinyoung to be like this.

"Im sorry" I sighed and lowered my head. I was embarassed for my reckless behaviour.

"No babe..im sorry." He softly said, lifting my head up.

"Im sorry I was jealous." He finally admitted.

Jealous?? Of what??

"Jealous of what??" I confusedly asked.

"I overheared your conversation with Jihoon days ago and I couldnt help but get jealous. And last night, I know he was the one who brought you home.." he continued to explain.

Jihoon and I's conversation? Days ago? I couldnt recall having a conversation with him days ago-wait. Does Jinyoung mean the day that I snapped at Jihoon? What is there to be jealous of? And besides, How did he find out about Jihoon taking me home? He wasnt even there.

"I came to you when you were passed out wasted. I saw him outside your house. I couldnt help but feel jealous and angry. Im sorry" he sadly said. My gaze softens as I continued to listen to what he had to say. I finally felt like I could breath after knowing the reason behind all the 'ignoring' that he's been giving me.

"Babe..there's really nothing to be jealous about and you know that.."I smiled to him as I walked closer and cupped his face.

"I know. But I cant help it okay? You're just so important to me. I cant lose you. I know I haven't been the greatest boyfriend and maybe just maybe if you get sick of me, Jihoon or other guys may-"

"Hey." I cut him off before he says anything else. It was pretty disappointing how he thought of these things but then again, my heart fluttered hearing him say all that. I know, girls.

"No one's taking anyone away. I wont leave you. Ever" I smiled to him as our faces begin nearing with eachother.

"I just..I love you" I stared at him with my eyes full of love as I heared him say the three words I've been longing to hear for months. People would usually say that, 'you guys are already dating, why haven't you heared him say I love you even once?' I would always just smile at them and ignore it. For me, I love you is a very promising word. Its not just thrown off to anyone so easily. It doesnt matter how long you guys are together, its the matter of feeling. People can sometimes not mean it but still say it like its the most common word in the world. But as for me, those words are the ones worth waiting for. It takes a short period to like someone but a long time to love them and when you do, you know its true and you know its for a very long time.

"That's the first time you ever said that.." I smiled.

"Its the second. I said it last night" he smiled back.

"I love you too" I finally said back. The two of us leaned in nearer to eachother till we were just an inch apart. Without anymore waiting, our lips brushed against eachothers as we closed our eyes to feel the passion and love. Butterflies in my stomach went crazy and I could see fireworks. It was the most passionate kiss and all I could think about was how contented I was with just him.