2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

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Jihoon's POV

"Unacceptable Behaviour! What do you think Seoyoon would feel ?" Jonghyun Hyung scolded.

"Sorry Hyung. I just had to take her away from there" Woojin responded.

The thought of Woojin knowing that that girl is Seoyoon boils my blood up. He's been going out with her, pretending to be discussing about the whole event when for real he just wanted to have an excuse to be with her. How could he ?!

"What do you have to say Jihoon ?" Jonghyun Hyung asked. At this moment, I couldnt even look at any of the two of them. I was angry, I was disappointed. How could this happen ?

"Seoyoon is dead. There's no way its possible" I said, dispirited.

"Jihoon, Woojin." Minhyun Hyung entered the room without even knocking.

"You want to know the truth right ? Why dont you start off by asking him?" Woojin sternly said making me face Minhyun hyung. I could already sense that what he's about to say would make me hate him a lot.

"What is it do I have to know, Hyung?" I asked, Intensifying the mood as the rest of the boys followed him from behind.

"Guys I think you should just leave the three of them-"

"No Hyung, let them hear what Minhyun Hyung has to say" I interrupted.

"Jihoon please calm down and lets talk about it in a-"

"IS THAT GIRL SEOYOON OR NOT?!" I impatiently yelled causing the room to fall silent. All I could hear was my own heavy breathing, out of anger. I was trying so hard to prevent myself from doing anything that could ruin my brother's wedding day.

"Im sorry..Jihoon" he said in defeat. He didnt even try to reason with me. He just admitted what he has done wrong.

"H-how did this happen?" I asked closing my eyes. Trying to hold in the anger and tears.

"2 years ago. Her father asked me to announce her dead on arrival. He got a legal permission to fake her death as he explained that he's just trying to protect his daughter from whatever caused the whole accident" he explained. I allowed him to finish his explanation and endured it till the very end.

"I didnt wanna do it Jihoon. I didnt want her to forget us but it would've still been the same because she had an amnesia. She still wont remember any of us" he persuaded.

"So you took advantage of that chance ? Why Hyung ? why didnt you give me the chance to see her again ?!" I asked, yelling. Tears of betrayal was the only thing coming out of my eyes.

"Jihoon, I just did what I had to do." He coldly replied.

How could he ? I thought we were more than just cousins ? We were bestfriends. We promised to tell eachother everything. How could he do something as bad as this ? To the point that I cant ever see myself forgiving him. I cant believe he threw away our friendship for Seoyoon. I knew he liked Seoyoon a lot before but I didnt know it would reach to this point, With him risking all of what we had.

"I trusted you hyung, I trusted you. But you lied to me for 2 years. 2 YEARS Hyung." I cried. Knowing that Seoyoon was alive all this time while I, for 2 years, cried and begged for forgiveness when I could've just made it up to her. That's what hurted me the most.

"Who else ? Who else knew this ?" I asked everyone in the room.

No one dared speak up except Jaehwan Hyung, Seoyoon's cousin, who raised his hand up in the air.

"Even you? Hyung?" I asked, disappointed.

"I couldnt tell you since I wasnt sure. I only found out about it yesterday and I didnt expect to actually see her own my own today." He explained.

I knew I could trust Jaehwan hyung. But at this point I dont even know who to trust anymore. Not even my own Twin. He knew all this time but said no words to me. Is that how much they want me to suffer ? Isnt 2 years of playing around with me, enough?

"Im sorry Jihoon" Minhyun Hyung implored while taking a step towards me.

"Step the fuck back before I turn this shit into an ugly situation, Hyung" I said through gritted teeth. He did what I said and took a step back to prevent anything bad.

"You dont know how much I hate to see you right now" I said in disgust as I walked passed him. Leaving the rest of them inside Jonghyun Hyung's office. I had to go somewhere. I had to calm myself down before I do anything bad.

"Jihoon" I heared a voice called. I turned to see Jimin Hyung, looking at me with his eyes full of concern. I quickly wiped the tears away from eyes and slowly approached him.

"Hyung, im sorry but I really dont wanna ruin your day. I'll get going. Congratulations" I quickly apologized.

"Please, take care Jihoon. I'll see you later alright?" He smiled. He sure does know how to comfort me. Atleast one of my brother is trustable. Thats honestly enough for me.

"I will." I weakly smiled and finally walked away, fully exiting the building. I dont think I can ever come back there without thinking about what happened today.

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'it would've still been the same because she had an amnesia. She still wont remember any of us'

I threw the closest thing to me on the ground as those word repeatedly rang inside my head. Seoyoon doesnt remember me. She doesnt know me, nor does she know the feelings she had for me. This is so much more worse than her actually being dead.

She might be alive, but she doesnt love me anymore. Infact, she never knew I existed not until after today.

I bawled my eyes out as I couldnt believe the situation im in right now. This time the pain was unbareable. Its just like how I was when I found out Seoyoon was gone, except this time, I found out she's alive.

How can one be such a fool? I lived for 2 years thinking that Seoyoon was really gone. That I wouldnt be able to feel her, see her. When all this time, she's been here.

But the feelings are gone. Seoyoon doesnt love me anymore. All the years I spent to make her feel the same way as I did for her are gone in a blink of an eye. What's worse is that, she can learn to fall inlove with someone else and seeing her inlove with some other guy could end me.

That's how much I love Seoyoon.

What have I done wrong to deserve this ? What did I do to Minhyun Hyung and Woojin to make them do this ? I just loved, that's all. I did what they wanted me to do. Why must I be the only one who suffers the consequences ?

I should've known the world is cruel.