2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

005

I miss you so much
ijeseoya neukkyeo uri gonggan
I miss you so much
ireoke nunmuri naneunde wae nan
mollasseulkka

I silently sang to the song 'Beautiful' by my favourite boy group called Wanna One While waiting for my stop. Today was just another day for me. No more special meetings or personal observations. Just normal boring day at work again. The only fun part is seeing both Hyun Jae and Jinyoung.

I finally came to my stop and was now walking to the building. I was earlier than usual today since I decided to stop by my favourite coffee shop to have my breakfast with Jinyoung.

"Seoyoon, over here!" Jinyoung yelled while waving his hands up in the air for me to be able to see him. A smile crept up my lips as I saw Jinyoung sitting by the window and quickly gave him a wave before approaching him.

"Early Bird." I teased as I sat down on the chair infront of him.

"I wouldnt wanna make you wait for me" he winked. I rolled my eyes at him with a huge smile on my face as my cheeks started heating up.

This wasnt the first time Im having a date with Jinyoung. We've had plenty of dates before but during those times, I wasnt completely into him and I didnt wanna accept the fact that I did have feelings for Jinyoung. But despite the times I spent with him for 2 years, I learned to accept it anyway. I couldnt do anything, its harder to keep it in. The only thing left to do is to find out whether he feels the same way about me but I dont think im ready for it. For now, I just wanna enjoy being with Jinyoung. Im doing everything to avoid risking our friendship.

"So how are you feeling? Does your head still hurt ?" Jinyoung asked concerned while taking a bite of his sandwich.

"No. Its okay now, thanks for asking" I smiled.

He gave me a smile and started munching on his sandwich again. I was about to take a sip of my sandwich when suddenly, I remembered the man that I saw at the cementery. He called my name. He said Seoyoon. Could it be that the person he vistied there was named Seoyoon ?

"Oh uh Jinyoung, since we have a plenty of time before work. Can you by chance go with me somewhere ?" I asked.

"Sure" he sweetly smiled.

Then We both started talking about everything and laughed the whole time. Just like how we always do.

***

"The cementery ? What are we doing here ?" He confusedly asked.

"Well, the thing is..I saw a man here yesterday. At first I was just looking at him and then..I heared him say my name. Thats when my head started hurting" I explained to the confused Jinyoung.

"I remember him standing..here" I stopped and stared at the tombstone infront of me.

Both Jinyoung and I stopped at our tracks and just stood there, completely silent.

Kim Seoyoon
June 20,1999 - May 24, 2020.

"Oh my god.." I gasped as I stared at the tombstone.

I couldnt believe my eyes. I was having goosebumps and so was Jinyoung. Both of us had our hands to our mouths. None of us could believe that any of these were true.