2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

050

"About what?" I coldly asked, turning to face him finally only to see both him and Woojin looking at me with a concerned yet apologetic look.

"We want to make everything right bro." Woojin replied.

"Right." I scoffed.

"We know, you hate us. That's why were here thinking maybe we could reconcile." Minhyun hyung added.

"Hate? You think I hate you guys?" I chuckled, sarcastically.

"You guys are probably right. Infact, I want to punch you right now." I continued, going back to my serious face.

"You think hate is enough to express what I really feel about you guys?" I asked.

"News flash guys, you both made me lose someone so important to me." I added, standing up from my bed.

"You lied to me, and not even once tried to show any regrets." I angrily assumed, my voice gradually increasing.

"We regret everything that's why we're here." Woojin angrily replied.

"Now? Just now? Because you saw what it did to me? Im miserable, right?" I almost yelled out.

"I lost her now. What are you gonna do? apologise just like you did years ago? After making me feel bad about dating the person you both liked??"

"I tried to consider your feelings, our friendship. But look where it got me. I ended up being the person who suffered the most." I went on.

"So then go ahead, apologise to me." I scoffed and sat back down on the bed arrogantly.

"We're sorry.." Minhyun hyung sadly apologised and began walking a little more closer to me.
I ain't gonna walk out or ask him not to touch me, i'm not too dramatic like that especially between boys.

"What's that gonna do?" I asked coldly, keeping my eyes on the two of them.

"I just want my brother back." Woojin calmly said.

"My bestfriend." Minhyun hyung added.
I let out a scoff and laid flat on my back.
This was such a ridiculous moment for me.
Asking to bring back something they ruined.

"We just really want to make it up to you." Minhyun hyung said.

"I'll talk to Seoyoon myself." He added making me look at him and slowly sit up.

"I'll tell her everything."

"What is there to tell hyung?" I asked.

"What really happened that night." He seriously looked at me.

I didn't want to make it look like I was desperate to have Seoyoon back and allow him to do whatever it is he wanted to do.
But if this is his way to prove to me that he wanted his bestfriend back.
Im not stopping him.

"I just really miss my bestfriend." He sadly smiled.

I didn't want to give in so easily.
He was a friend that I treasured the most but I felt like he's been taking advantage of that since before.
Making it hard for me to trust him all over again.

"I don't want our friendship to break just because of a person we all agreed not to hit on anymore." He pleaded, referring to Seoyoon.

"She's all yours. Woojin and I gave up on her long ago." Minhyun hyung continued.

"We're sorry that she got hurt because of us. I know it's gonna be hard for us to turn back time but I promise you we will try our best to get her back to you." he continued to convince me to forgive me.

I hated him, both of them. 

But at the same time, we were brothers. 

As much as I want to tell them to get out of my room and tell them to never show up ever again, I knew they were right. 
They promised to help me and I want them to help me.  Everything is their fault, it's only right that they help me. 

"Jihoon-ah.." Minhyun hyung called out kneeling in front of me, almost looking like he'll start crying soon.

"Don't be so gay hyung." I scoffed, throwing a pillow at him. He then let out a relieved sigh and sat on my bed along with Woojin.

"Are we forgiven?" Woojin smiled.

"Are you gonna keep being dramatic if you're not?" I asked, rolling my eyes.

"Do you hate it?" He asked.

"Yes"

"Then yes" He laughed.

"Whatever. get out." I bluntly said and pulled the blanket over me.

"Not until you say we're cool." Woojin added, laying beside me and suddenly cuddled me up. 
It's a twin thing.

"Get off." I yelled out.

"Am I forgiven my twin?" He continued to stay close to me. Seconds later, Minhyun Hyung joined.
If I knew it was gonna be this annoying, I never would've agreed to even start this conversation.

"Yeah you are, now can you get off me?" I groaned.

"Woi, what's this? no invite?" they both stopped annoying me and we all looked at the person who just spoke.
It was Jimin Hyung with the rest of the guys.  Just as I thought, there's more. 
They all began walking towards my bed and jumped on top of the three of us, squishing us three under them.

"g-get o-off" I struggled to speak as Daniel and Seongwu Hyung puts on more weight. 
Finally, they all got off and started laughing non-stop, leaving me, Woojin and Minhyun hyung slightly in pain.

"You guys think you're light?" Woojin asked, irritated.

"Eyy, why is our Woojinie so sensitive?" Seongwoon hyung teased.
Woojin gave him an unamused smile and stood up from the bed.

"Why don't we all go out? Let's celebrate." Jimin hyung initiated.

"Celebrate for what?" I asked, confused.

"Because you guys are okay now." He smiled.

"You need to distract yourself from what's going on as well." Jisung hyung added.
Suddenly, everything came back to me and sadness began dominating me yet again.

"Exactly why we need to go out and drink. Look at you bro, I can't stand seeing you like this." Jaehwan hyung sadly smiled to me.
I knew I didn't have a choice but to agree to whatever it is they want to do.
I wanted to forget everything, I wanted this pain to go away.
I knew they were the people that could save me from this pain.
They were my brothers.

"Okay. Let's go." I weakly smiled to them.
They all happily said 'yes' after getting me to agree.
It was a very rare situation that's why.
I don't always say yes to them even from before.

"Wait, you need to change before you go." Daniel Hyung remarked, stopping me.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"You look like a hot mess right now." He laughed.

"Whatever." I said, rolling my eyes and finally shooing them away from my room.
One by one, they began heading outside to let me change except Minhyun Hyung.

"Thanks bro." He smiled to me.

"What for?" I asked, confused.

"For giving me a second chance." He warmly smiled.

"You have yet to prove that you deserve it hyung." I bluntly said to him.
His expression slightly changed but that didn't make his smile go away.

"I won't let you down this time."