2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

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My alarm clock went off, causing me to wake up from its annoyingness.
I light groan escaped my mouth as I finally flickered my eyes open.
Only to realise that I had fallen asleep at Jihoon's place.
I would know because this isn't how my room looked.
At first I was a little confused but now that I remember why I ended up staying the night is because..
I quickly looked under the blankets and saw exactly what I had expected.

oh..my..god..

I had sex with Jihoon!

Jihoon's POV

"Good morning, 'Jihoon'" Jaehwan Hyung teased with a moaning voice as I walked over the kitchen after just waking up.

"Shut up." I hissed at him and started making breakfast for both me and Seoyoon.
huh, that's right. She stayed the night.
I guess we both had too much wine and got a little drunk.

"How was last night?" Woojin laughed with a mischievous smile.

"I'm guessing it went great since all we could hear was Seo-"

"Okay cut it out will you?" I cut off Minhyun Hyung before he could say something so inappropriate.

I'm fully aware that they knew what was going on last night.
Seoyoon and I had sex, so what?
What's the big deal?
We're adults and we're dating each other. I don't see anything wrong with that right?
I mean, yeah she could've been a little less loud but hey..if it's good, you gotta let it out.

oh god..I didn't just thought of that, right?

"First time?" Jaehwan hyung asked with a wink.

"Jesus" I rolled my eyes as I wished these eggs and sausages would cook faster.

"It's just a question!" He laughed.
I shrugged him off and finally put the cooked food on the plates.
Finally. I have a reason to get out of here.
I quickly placed the plates and fresh orange juice on the bed-tray and walked over to the bedroom.
As I entered, Seoyoon was already up.

"Morning beautiful." I greeted her.
I'm pretty sure she greeted back, it was more of a mumble.

"Breakfast in bed?" I sweetly smiled at her.
She gave me a half asleep smile which by the way was the cutest thing.
I walked over to her and place the tray down the bed so she could finally start breakfast.

"Thank you love." she smiled and placed a kiss on my cheeks.

"How are you feeling?" I asked her.
Okay, I have to be honest that I felt a little embarrassed asking her this.

"Great." she sweetly smiled.

"Oh.." I replied, relieved.
She was about to take a bite of her food when she suddenly let out a snort.

"I can't believe we actually did it." She lightly laughed.
I couldn't help but let out a chuckle as well.

"I know, right?" I laughed along.

"I mean, I'm not regretting that you were the first guy I gave my..you know, to." She embarrassedly said and bit her lower lip.

"Me too." I smiled at her. She looked back at me with a surprised look.

"I..I'm your first too?" She asked with a shocked face.

"Uh..yes? why?" I asked confused.

"Nothing, I just can't believe you never did it with other girls.." She looked at me with disbelief.
I can't believe she thinks I sleep around with girls.
Well for most guys, that would be a confidence booster.
Now that's a shock.

"Wow babe, you think i'm that type of guy?" I scoffed.

"Well, not exactly I just thought that maybe you have done it at least once or twice before." She laughed.
Well,  That's good to know, I feel so much better. Thank you babe.
Yes, I can feel the sarcasm, can't you?

"Whatever. Just eat." I sulked and proceeded on my breakfast.
I mean, I'm pretty embarrassed that I'm still a virgin at this age but I was just saving it for the right person, there's nothing wrong with that, right?

-

Well breakfast was a lot more awkward than I expected it to see.
I mean, somehow we would've already seen this coming.
We're dating and we're adults, soon enough it could lead to marriage.
I don't get why sex has become such a huge deal but then again, it was our first time.

"Morning Seoyoon." Jaehwan hyung smiled.

"Morning.." she awkwardly replied.
Well this doesn't make anything less uncomfortable.

"So, heading home now?" He asked again.

"Yeah, I got a presentation this afternoon." She tried not to sound too well, edgy.

"Oh, goodluck then!" He simply wished her and went back to doing his business which is watching his favourite TV show.
The rest of the guys waved goodbye to her and finally we both headed out to my car to bring her home.

"Are you feeling okay?" I asked, a little concerned.
I did make her uncomfortable with happened last night.

"Yeah, i'm fine." She smiled.

"Are you sure? I'm just really sorry about last night I shouldn't have-"

"Hey..it's okay, I promise." She cuts me off and cupped my face.

"Besides, last night was amazing. And I wouldn't have had it any other way. I wanted it too." She warmly said and kissed my lips.

"I love you."

"I love you more."

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Seoyoon's POV

"Sooo, how was your night??" Hyunjae excitedly asked.

"Oh my gosh it was so amazing!" I squealed along with her.
I kinda told her what really went on last night.
I know, girls never shuts up but this is a big deal for me and I needed my bestfriend to know!

"I can't believe you and Jihoon did it." She whispered yell.
Despite being very excited about this topic, we didn't want anyone else to hear and think we're a bunch of weirdos.

"Neither can I, I mean, that was just..amazing you know? Jihoon is just such a great guy.
Despite everything we both went through, he's still so..worth it. I've never felt so loved and inlove. It hasn't been that long since we dated again but you know, it's like we just basically started where we left off three years ago." I stated as I remember Jihoon and I's great memories from before.

"I'm really really happy for you. Things have been so difficult with you and everything else but now you're here. Smiling like you've never cried a bucket of tears before." She proudly smiled.

"I know, right? This just feels so right like, I'm feeling so great. Mom was right, if you give yourself time to heal and accept the pain that has come to you, you feel more free than ever. if you even think about it, time flew by so quickly. it feels just like a week ago I was this broken and depressed human being and now i'm..this." I smiled proudly knowing i've finally gotten through everything.
During my hard times, I never expected that anything will be better.
I always thought that from that day and on, I will never stand back up, but here I am.
Stronger than ever, instead of standing on my own feet, I grew wings.
It sounds really cliche but this is me now.
Not ever would I ever want to go back to where I was before.

"That's good. You should always be like this. You glow even more than before and I can't be more proud of you." She said and pulled me into a hug.

Me too, I'm really proud of myself.