2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

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Jihoon's POV

Its been a long day. Seoyoon finally got home and so did I. Today...I cant help but smile thinking about what happened today. The feeling that i've always wanted to feel..I felt it again. Whats even better is that..

I felt it with the same person. Over again.

Being alone with her, I missed it. I missed being lost in our own little world with just the two of us. I missed her. It felt great to be with her and just with her. Seeing her do the things that I've always loved about her, her cute smiles, adorable laugh, her not so 'attractive' or 'girl-like' behaviour and most importantly, I loved her.

The only difference is that, she didnt.

Just as I was about to settle in my bed and get some shut eye. I felt my phone vibrated. I immediately opened the message, revealing a picture of me

From: Seoyoon.
I secretly took this when we where playing the 'I spy' game. Just wanted to tell you that you look better smiling ~thankyou again for tonight :) goodnight.

To: Seoyoon.
Hmm, taking my pictures secretly ? Arent you a little sneaky. Hahaha

From: Seoyoon.
Guilty. Hahaha. Well I did that because I wanted you to see that you look better when you smile, so I suggest you should always. Even when you're Mr.Park. :)

To: Seoyoon.
Hm, I'll think about it ;)

From: Seoyoon.
You better think about it. You're so much more when you're yourself. See you tomorrow, Mr.Park :)

To: Seoyoon.
Haha, see you tomorrow Ms.Kim :)

Before switching my phone off. I re-read the conversation we had and call it gay but I couldnt help but blush at her sweetness. To be honest with you, I've always felt this way whenever she pulls off something as cheesy as that and I hate myself sometimes for always blushing. Its making me less manlier. Seoyoon is and always will be the only girl who can take the manliness off of me and Im not complaining.

I guess it is indeed a Good, night.

Seoyoon's POV

As usual my alam went off at exactly 8:00 a.m. reminding me that I have to get ready for work. As much as I didnt wanna go work, I had to. I was too tired and didnt get enough sleep from last night.

Speaking of last night.

I really had a great time with Jihoon. I cant believe that i'd actually end up saying that considering how I was highkey terrified of him not too long ago. Do you know the feeling when a certain time felt like it happened before ? Yeah, its called deja vu. Last night felt like that. Usually it lasts for only a minute but mine was different, it was the whole time I was with him.

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"Seoyoon, where were you last night ? I kept looking for you" an upset Jinyoung said walking towards me. Shit. I have completely forgotten about him and Hyun Jae last night. I guess I was too engaged on Jihoon and I's conversation.

"Sorry Jinyoungiee, something came up. I'll make it up to you" I wooed, making him roll his eyes from the dissatisfaction of my answer.

"Next tell me whenever you have to leave so I could have atleast brought you home. You got me worried the whole night" he scolded, pulling me into an embrace right after. I was confounded with Jinyoung's reaction towards me. He wasnt like this, the last time I checked.

Im even more confused than I already am. Its not that im complaining that Jinyoung is being like this but I just dont even know what to think anymore.

"I'll see you later" I dispiritedly said and pulled away from Jinyoung's hug leaving him muddled up. I hurried on over to where my duty is and took my time to think about Jinyoung's confusing behaviour.

He knows I like him, Im sure of it. I just wish he would tell me straight away if there's something I can hope for. I dont wanna assume on anything, I dont wanna be lead on. How inconsiderate can he even be?

"You dont look good" my thoughts were abruptly washed away as a voice behind me spoke. I sighly turned around and came face to face with Jihoon.

"Im fine." I lashed out.

"Doesnt seem like to me" he softly chuckled. I swept my hair behind my ear and took a deep breath to get a hold of myself.

"Im sorry, Im fine really." I said again, calmly this time.

"Well, im just gonna pretend that I believe you" he softly smiled. Causing me to break into a small smile as well.

"Well, i'll see you around" he finally bid and gave me a small wave before walking away.

"Jihoon?" I out of nowhere called out.

"Yeah?" He immediately responded.

"Do you perhaps, have any plans tonight?"