2nd Chances // Park Jihoon FF

076

2 months before the wedding

"Love?" Jihoon whispered as he pulled me closer to him.

"Yes?" I replied kissing his cheeks.

"I love you." He pouted. My cheeks flushed red as he out of nowhere, said that.

"Suddenly?" I chuckled.

"What do you mean suddenly? I've always loved you. " he raised an eyebrow.

"I know, I mean, out of nowhere." I re-phrased.

"Ahhh, well. Why, can't I?" He asked

"You can, I mean- nothing nevermind" I rolled my eyes and chuckled.

"I can believe we're 2 months away from our wedding." He smiled hugely.

"I know right? Time flies by so fast." I replied.

"It felt like yesterday when I..first met you again for the second time.." he sadly smiled.
Thinking about what had happened over the past years, it really did hurt us a lot still.
But we both knew that only the two of us can overcome those if we stay together.
I'm proud of the scar that those memories left in my heart.
Because without that, I won't be having Jihoon this close to me right now.

"And now, we're getting married for the second time." I smiled to lighten up his mood.

"The first one isn't really valid since it didn't really happen, but you know what I mean." I laughed. He chuckled along with me and wrapped an arm around my shoulders.

"And then when we're renewing our vows we'll get married for the third time." Jihoon smiled.

"How many times do you wanna marry?" I laughed.

"As many as I can, as long as its you i'm marrying." He smiled beautifully.
Thats it right there.
That's the man i'm spending the rest of my life with.
The man who I know i will never get tired of getting home to everyday.
And the man i will never get tired of waking up next to, every morning.
The man I will never get tired of loving.

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"So, how are you feeling?" Hyunjae asked as she took a sip of her coffee.

"I'm excited. I just- I don't know what to feel." I smiled.

"You are so inlove. I don't think i've see you this inlove before." She teased.

"I know. I never knew I could be this..inlove." I cheesingly said and she gave a slight scoff.

"How's everything holding up for Jinyoung?" She worriedly asked.

"I don't know. I haven't really properly talked to him yet." I shrugged and looked down.

"Hey, i'm sure he's happy for you." Hyunjae reassured and held my hand.
I know Jinyoung is hurting, but I know he wants me to be happy.
I had a really great time with him, yes but I love Jihoon.
I love Jihoon now and Jinyoung will always have a special place in my heart, just not that way I guess.

"So, what are you planning to do for your bachelorette huh?" Hyunjae winked.
Holy shit.
I have not even thought of that.

"I-I don't know. Oh my god. I haven't thought of it through." I panicked.

"Hey no need to panic, I can help you out with that. It'll be a surprise." She laughed.

"Okay but no strippers okay?" I warned.

"What?? Not even one? Atleast for me?" She pouted.

"Are you getting married?" I looked at her with a poker face.

"Fine. But please get deunk with us that night." She pouted once again.

"Of course, it's my last time to party single, I have to have fun." I laughed and threw my celery at her.

"Oh you bitch." She gasped and laughed.

She is so great. I'm so glad to be her bestfriend.