sure, he was an idiot. but you thought that was fine. everything about him was fine. in fact, everything about him was perfect. you knew, you definitely knew that he wasn't going to be the number one hero...but he was going to make it in the top 20 at least. being in love was harder than you thought. maybe because being in love cost a lot more than the usual emotions. if you didn't see them, you felt emotionally drained...not talking about them made every conversation boring...and not being theirs made life miserable.
that was the problem there. you weren't his. you knew that since the first day that you and kaminari were announced in the same class, that you two were meant for one another! but that wasn't his plan. he loved you, he fawned all over you all throughout first year...but idiots get bored too! you were pretty sure that he was bored of being rejected. you were sure he wanted to be with a girl who liked him. a girl like kyoka jiro. that was his type. because after first year, she immediately fell for him too, and they were happy together.
you had realized your mistake once you were invited to their wedding. ah, who's the idiot now? you believed the tables have turned and it was you. but...you didn't have the time to go to their wedding. if you did, you'd probably make a fool of yourself so it's better to save the embarrassment for some other day. instead you sent a letter (which was really a song):
"after i met you
i've been happy with small changes
in the dazzling morning
i open my eyes by thinking of you
i sit face to face with you at the table
i ask about your day
or my day was pretty good
i want to answer with smile
when we understand each other about little things
i was surprised with the fact that we got used to each other
i love you
just like now when it's peaceful
i want to be with you forever
i thought that as I was looking at you
i was so happy after meeting you
i was able to love you so much
because you embraced and understood
my young and immature mind warmly
when we hurt each other with nonchalant tones
i can't bear our distant relationship
so i'm sorry
even now when i'm anxious
i want to be with you forever
i thought that as i was looking at you
i was so happy after meeting you
i was able to love you so much
because you embraced and understood
my young and immature mind warmly
after the hot summer
with the sound of rain that i'll miss
when i blush as i get shy
i'll kiss your eyes as you'll have a lot in your mind
let's walk forward together
are you happy after meeting me, too?
i'm sorry that i have more that i couldn't give you
i'm selfish and unstable
but i wanted to treat you well
i think i found a perfect love
that i've waiting for a long time
because you held me and gave me energy
because you hugged me by being considerate lovingly
after i met you"
he really didn't get what it meant, but after a few reads...he understood. kaminari read that letter everyday, rather as a treasure of his first love than a sappy ol' love letter. and you were completely fine with that.
