In Another Lifetime

Closer

It seems my selfish wish was going to affect more than just Taehyung. It would quite possibly affect all of them in one way or another, because they were so close. I was slowly becoming aware of just how close, when I realized that one of them feeling pain literally was painful for all of them. For that, I truly did feel regret for what I'd done.

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Jungkook ended up going to Lotte World with us. The rest didn't really give him a choice. They told him that if he didn't come, I would miss out on the whole experience, because the only way they were going was if we all went.

It ended up being an amazing day. Lotte World was like nothing I had ever seen, and all of us had a ton of fun, even Kookie. I went on many rides, mostly with Taehyung, but there were a few that we all went on together.

It was a day filled with eating, walking, riding, laughing, and making memories that would stay with me forever.

After an exhausting day, the guys all went to their dorm, except Tae, who came with me to my apartment.

I was trying not to think about the fact that once we went to bed, tomorrow would be the start of 11 days left. I wanted to not think about it. It didn't help that I knew once we were back to work, the days would go by even quicker. The end of my time here was drawing closer.

It was just starting to get dark out, and I mumbled that I was going to take a shower, and disappeared into the bathroom with a t-shirt and a pair of clean underwear.

When I emerged from the bathroom 15 minutes later, Tae was watching me, his expression serious even though he was smiling lightly.

"You know, it's not going to make you feel any better to keep thinking about it."

I inhaled sharply thru my nose, letting it out slowly thru my pursed lips.

"I'm trying not to think about it."

"I know. Me too."

I glanced up as he was suddenly right in front of me, his hands on my shoulders. Our eyes met, and I wanted to smile, but I was caught up in so much sadness that I couldn't.

"As much as I want to just put it out of my mind, and focus on right now, it's not as easy as I'd like it to be."

His hand moved to my cheek, and he smiled, but it was a sad smile. His thumb slid across my lips, and he bent his head, kissing the tip of my nose first, before pressing his lips to mine gently.

I felt his other hand at my lower back, pulling my body against his, and my arms went around his waist, my hands gripping onto the back of his t-shirt tightly.

The kiss intensified, our lips parting, our tongues colliding eagerly as our feet moved us towards the bed. He pulled my shirt up, our bodies and lips parting just long enough for it to be pulled over my head and tossed to the floor.

I was left in just my panties, my only thoughts being that I wanted to touch him. I pulled his shirt up, and he finished pulling it over his head, tossing it away. My fingers were at the waistband of his jeans, my lips now on his collarbone as I undid the button, sliding the zipper down and pushing his pants off his hips, letting them fall to the floor, his boxers falling with them.

He pulled his feet free of them, kicking them to the side as his fingers slipped into the waistband of my panties, sliding them down until they fell to the floor.

Our lips met once more, and I moaned into his mouth as his hands cupped my breasts, kneading them, my nipples poking into his palms. I felt his erection against me, our hips melded together, and my arms wound around his neck, my fingers tangling into his soft hair. I felt him grab my hips, as he lowered himself to sit on the bed, pulling me onto his lap, my knee's settling on either side of his hips.