Shawn Mendes one shots

Small blurb about Shawn's feelings

My body was slightly aching as I was laying on Shawn's sweaty chest, carefully listening to his heart pounding fast while he continued to gasp for air like usually after sex. 

It was three in the morning, neither of us had slept at all and because Shawn was leaving tomorrow, our alarm would make the usual sound within the next two hours. But I didn't care, neither did he. These were our last few hours together and I'd rather pull an all-nighter than miss out on just a few more intimate moments with him. 

Tenderly, Shawn removed a sticky tot of hair from my sweaty forehead, before placing a loving kiss with his soft yet warm lips. I shut my eyes to fully embrace his warm affection towards my heated skin. 

His fingertips were moving in small circles on my back, afterwards tracing carefully tracing my spine. His tender touches forced chills to appear down my arms as his fingers continued to wander my body. 

"I love you." He hummed, suddenly. Shawn attached his lips to my collarbone and planted a few short, but loving kisses. "You know that, right?"

Shawn's warm eyes darted to mine and a little but somewhat shy smile ran across his rosy lips. He had wild, sweaty curls falling into his eyes and his cheeks had the usual redness to them. I reached to find his lips with my fingers, allowing my thumb to slide across them ever so gently. Shawn kissed the top of my fingers and then, he moved his face closer to my embrace. 

"I love you too." I whispered back, feeling the heat run down my spine. Though I had been saying those three words to him for years, I had never gotten used to the power behind them. 

"But like..." Shawn mumbled, his tongue slipped across his lips. "Do you understand how much?"

"How much what?" I asked confused, cuddling further into his chest. 

"How much I actually love you?" He said, tilting his head slightly to the side. Shawn let his fingers slide through my damp hair as he sent me a smile.

I was still struggling with catching my breath and barely had the words to answer his question. Instead, I kissed his broad chest while stroking his familiar body with my hands. 

"Come closer." He whispered, taking my hand in his and pulling me across the sheets to meet his welcoming body. I giggled a little as he burried his nose against my chest.

"I didn't just fall in love with the way you look, you know? Though you're pretty damn fine too." Shawn laughed, as his lips nipped to chest teasingly. 

I rolled my eyes at his childish act, before his hand reached to embrace my cheek. Shawn locked our eyes together as he leaned towards my lips and closed the gap between him and me. Afterwards, he pressed his forehead against mine. 

"I fell in love with the way you smile and the way your nose wrinkle when you laugh. I fell in love with the tiny scar below your knee and the adorable sound you make when you sleep. I fell in love with your soul, your heart, your kindness and how you make me feel like home. I fell in love with you back them, I fell in love with you this morning and I will fall in love with you again tomorrow. I fall in love with you over and over again and it's never enough. I can never get enough of falling in love with you. That's how much I love you, y/n."