Okay so as I started writing this, I realized that it would probably end up being like 60k words if I didn't break it up. So... I decided I am going to break it up. Each chapter is going to be specific to each person. That being said... I am going to publish each chapter as its written as I finish it... meaning you wont have to wait 9 weeks lol. I will probably do 9 updates over the next 2-3 days.
Please leave comments throughout. These are some serious chapters!
****Where were we....
"Sang," he whispered, his breath moving through my hair to my ear, sending a spark down my spine. "We need to talk, just you and me. I need to explain some things and apologize to you. I need to hold you like this, and kiss you again, when it's just us." I shivered at his words, imagining him kissing me again without anyone else around. Did I want that? Could I handle it? I felt his smile against my throat. "But we also need to have a family meeting. You need to tell us what has happened the past few days. What has you so upset with us? There is so much for us to talk about. But we need to do it, Sweetie. We can't wait anymore. Please. We can't take it. Please?"
There was no command in his tone. No authority. Though his words made it sound like he was telling me. He was asking. No, he was begging. And he was right. Hadn't I just decided earlier today that we needed to deal with all of this? I couldn't keep running away from it. I needed to face it. I wasn't ready. I didn't know half of what I was feeling, or what I wanted to say. But, it couldn't wait anymore. We were fracturing. Every one of us. As a group, but also as individuals. We were hurting ourselves and each other. Maybe it was better that I didn't know exactly what I should say. Maybe it would make me braver somehow. More honest.
"Please." He asked again.
"Okay." But what if it wasn't okay?
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Decan POV
"Little Ghost? Are you sure you're up for this right now?" I did not think this was a good idea. She had already had 2 panic attacks today, and that was only what I had witnessed. Who knows what else happened? Every guy in the room turned to glare at me, making my jaw clench.
"Listen, fucker..."
"Meanie, stop." Her voice was quiet, resigned, and tired, but it cut him off immediately. He turned to her, softening his expression.
"I'm sorry Trouble. I'm not trying to be a dick. The last week has just been really hard." I made an unimpressed sound, which he responded to by closing his eyes and taking a deep calming breath. Opening his eyes again, he continued. "I know it has been hardest on you. I know that. I do. But don't you think it might help if we all try and talk it out? Get on the same page?" He was border line begging at this point, and it softened my resolve. I had been entirely focused on Sang all week. Sure, I took a moment here and there to poke fun at her team, but my attention had been for her. I had seen that they were struggling as well, but I don't think I saw how much until this moment.
Nathan, who had been pretty silent since this morning, was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed so tightly they were turning red. He had tensed up the minute Kota and kissed Sang, and hadn't been able to relax since. His eyes had not left Sang since we had arrived. He followed her every movement, her every expression, as if he just had no need to look anywhere else. I had been trying to avoid watching Sean, because it was really hard to look at him without wanting to deck him, but it didn't matter. Just being in the same room with him was enough to feel how upset he was. His eyes were dark with worry, even during the few moments of levity. He was really struggling to maintain his 'not a care in the world' persona. Maybe that was why he was mildly less irritating.
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Good Intentions
FanficSang Sorenson has been beaten down and controlled for 16 years. She has been caged with deceit and lies her entire life and as much as she tries to trust the 9 boys that have helped and protected her, how can she when they lie to her too? How can sh...