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Epilogue (Part1)
“A human life is a story told by God.” - Hans Christian Andersen.
In all truth, that’s what our lives are, nothing but stories carved out into reality by God. Most people, however, may not like to look at life this way.
For them when a person departs from the ‘here and the now’ at the end of his or her story, it’s all about mourning.
It is understandable that it’s difficult to deal with the passing of a loved one, however it still is extremely important to realize that death is the only ‘constant’ in life. If you are dealing with the loss of a loved one, you probably will find solace in a few quotes on a loved one. At the end of the day, it really is all about how you look at life and death.
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Iyak lang ako ng iyak dun. Sinubukan ko na ngang libangin ung sarili ko para naman matigil ung iyak ko. Pero hindi e. Para din akong namatay. Ganun ung pakiramdam ko. Ang sakit. Hindi na ako makahinga.
Napag desisyunan kong ilipat sa MTV para naman makuha ung attention ko kaso mas lalo lang akong naiyak.
The Iresponsables
Wipe your Eyes
Music video pa nila ung pinapalabas.
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I'm afraid that I gotta what but I gotta do
But if I let you go, where you gonna go?
We gotta make it change, time to turn the page
Something isn't right, I don't wanna fight you
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Nagulat na ako dun sa music video kasi halos lahat pictures naming dalawa! Ung iba nga hindi ko alam kung kelan. Ung iba naman natatandaan ko.
Meron pa kaming picture nung bago palang kaming magkakilala. Stalker ata si Jeanne.
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We've been through couple times, you know it gets worse
We can turn this around, please let me be first
And as I feel your tears spilling on my shirt
Something isn't right I don't wanna fight you
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Ung part naman na'to dito ung nasa field kami? Ung naiinis ako sa kanya. Basta kung natatandaan nyo man un. Sa Quadrangle ng school un.
Naiiyak ako lalo. Shit. Nagsayang nanaman ba ako ng pagkakataon? Bakit ba ganito nalang lagi ang drama ng buhay ko?
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Hey you, come over and let me embrace you
I know that i'm causing you pain too but
Remember if you need to cry
I'm here to wipe your eyes
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Nakatingin lang ako sa TV. Hindi ko akalain na ganito pala ung mga memories na nagawa namin sa loob lang ng isang taon tapos iniwan nya pa ako. Bakit kasi hindi nalang nya ako hinintay? Sandaling sandali nalang e. Hinahanda ko lang ung sarili ko.
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Tonight before you fall asleep
I'll run my thumb across your cheek
Cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we'll be okay
Cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes
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Iyak ako ng iyak. He's not here. Wala na sya dito para punasan ung mga luha ko.
Wala nang Jeanne na nandito para yakapin ako kapag walang power.
Wala Jeanne dito.. Wala ng mangaasar sakin.
Wala nang Jeanne dito.
Wala na. Wala na akong kasama.
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When did we cross the line
How could we could forget
Why do we let the pressure get into our heads
Your broken heart requires all of my attention
'cause something isn't right I don't wanna fight you
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Ang sakit sakit na nang mata ko kakaiyak. Wala na. Kasalanan ko talaga tong lahat e!
Dapat.. Tumahimik nalang ako! Dapat tinapon ko nalang ung flowers! Edi sana walang ganito!
Jeanne, If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven, and bring you home again.
Ngayon palang.. Na-mimiss ko na sya. :(
Natigil ako kakaiyak nung nakarinig ako ng humintong sasakyan.
Binuksan ko kaagad ung pinto at lumabas.
May police car. Lumabas ung pulis at binuksan ung pinto sa labas.
Tumakbo ako at niyakap sya.
"A-akala... Akala ko.. Wala ka na." Umiyak nanaman ako.
I felt so relieved nung nakita ko sya kung ano sya kanina bago sya umalis ng bahay.
"Ha? Anong problema? Bakit ka umiiyak?"
"Akala ko ikaw ung naaksidente. Kotse mo un e!"
"Ah! That bastard! Some ass stole my car. Aish! Nakakaputa talaga! Kakabili ko lang nun e!"
Niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit. Kaya naman napatigil sya sa pagrarant.
"Don't you ever turn your back to me. I swear I'm going to kill you." Bulong ko sa kanya.
"E pano ba yan? Ayoko ng asawang brutal. Hahahahah!"
"I hate you." Bulong ko sa kanya. Naramdaman kong paran na-relaxed at ung kamay nya naramdaman ko sa may bewang at sa likod ko.
"I love you, Marie."
"I love you, more, now, Jeanne."
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." - Lao Tzu
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Author's Note : BTW! Nakalimutan kong ilagay kanina. HAPPY 50K Love or Friendship 2! Yaaaaaaay! So happy. :3 Thank you!
Akala nyo patay na si Jeanne? HINDI AH! Hindi naman ako papayag dun no! Mahal na mahal higit pa sa pagmamahal ni Marie kay ang pagibib ko sa character ni Jeanne!! :3 Mehehe~ Malapit na malapit na talaga. T^T Malapit na malapit nang mamaalam si Jeanne at Marie.
Mamimiss ko silang gawan ng moment. Pero sa lahat, mamimiss ko rin kayo! Mahal ko kayong lahat!
--------------> JEANNE AND MARIE ------------------->
#Bae
