The Poetic Side

27th: TRAUMATIZED

TRAUMATIZED
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"I've never felt this alive for so long"
That was my line months ago.

I've lived with a heart of stone,
After the last time someone left a hole.

I always distance myself from everyone,
The jolly version of me was long gone.

I live like a song on repeat,
Same sht in every beat.

My life has been an unending cycle,
Until you came and messed up with my system.

You were so jolly, optimistic and carefree,
Can't help to smile back when you smile at me.

You were like the oasis of happiness,
The cure for the desert's sadness.

I thought at last, I can conquer the fears,
So, I let you in and gave you the keys.

In the end, you walked out and I'm still hanging,
You even took my heart, now I'm left with nothing.

I thought you'll save me from all this drama,
But now, you turned this trauma into a phobia.

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