The Poetic Side

39th: Pit

Pit

Do you have any idea how hard is it to say goodbye because that's the only possible thing? Even if it is just for a while, it still hurts.

I was used to the feeling of having you with me whenever I need you. You can never expect me to accept this so quick like you just said "See you later." and you will definitely be back a little later.

We can never be certain on temporary goodbyes, just like how we can never be certain on what lies ahead of us.

There are so many possibilities, that if I were to continue listing them down, I will surely drown from them. I don't want all the "what if's" to consume me.

I will not allow them to fill this pit. Instead, I will continue digging deeper and deeper and deeper, because I'm sure, that's how you want it to be. I'm sure, you don't want me out.

I know that this isn't just hard for me, this is hard for the both of us.

So, I want you to be at ease. You don't have to worry, because I don't want to come out of this pit either. I will continue digging until you come back for me.

Just please, stay safe, and remember that you have me.