Screw
by: iamanjokun
Screw your mind for realizing noone really knew you. People do not know that your contrasting words are reflections of your mind that's in chaos. After all, they only see what you let them, they only know what you tell them.
Screw your mind for contemplating about that one person who knows you so much. That one person who gets your mood with just one added period on your messages or the absence of it.
Screw your mind for thinking about that person because that one person is, right now, the closest thing to gone, and you can't possibly tell anybody about it because they wouldn't understand. You remained cryptic about it, people just know what you let them, and yet you know that if you tell them, they'll be quick to judge.
They'll be quick to judge you and they'll be quicker to judge that person. And you just don't want that, despite the pain that person has given you, you still don't want that. Coz that person is still a part of you, that person still made you happy with your long distance thing.
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12/21/21
This is what overthinking does. Fortunately, I was just indeed thinking too much. ✨
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The Poetic Side
PoetryThoughts of a Random, Twisted Mind, translated into Poems. The Poetic Side of an Emo. Lol
