i placed my last box down in yoongis apartment and stood lost while yoongi was currently locked inside his room as he went back to sleep after his brother had left earlier that morning.
--flAshBack babY--
after the pair had gotten hot cocoa at jimins, and after yoongi was tucked into bed, jimin got a knock at his door, at around 11: 50 at night. he hastily got up and trekked slowly to the door as he rubbed his eyes filled with sleep.
who in the heck would knock at this hour?
"hello!"
jimin whisked open the door and plastered on a grin. he then made eye contact with the person: seokjin-hyung?
"oh! um hey? do you want to come in?"
"sure jimin-ah."
jin walked in and sat on a kitchen chair while jimin automatically went and got him a water.
c'mon jimin, treat your guest somehow! why arent you showing your manners? don't take so long you're making it awkward stupid!
"sorry for interrupting your sleep and all, but i have to leave by 6 am tomorrow, i just wanted to finalize the moving stuff."
the shorter gently placed the cup on a coaster and silently slid it towards jin.
why did i slide it? that seems a bit too casual, im about to take care of his brother for goodness sake! omg hes waiting say something!
"s-sure! what did you like want to know?"
oh god he thinks i cant even properly hold a conversation doesn't he? gosh why did i stutter, do i always just go around and sound like this? why did i say 'like'? why-
jin toke a sip of water, then spoke.
"so, your moving to yoongis? if you keep this place wont you be paying your normal rent, plus half more of what you've agreed to? isnt it alot?"
so he's been think of that too. yes, it is. i have two jobs, and work everyday of the week and im still just barely getting by. but i guess i can stop buying more stuff and pick up a few night shifts, i dont want to make their lives' harder anyhow, itd be a hassle to find another roommate for him and he needs one. i dont want to be a burden ...
"dont worry! its okay, i can handle it! i dont do much anyhow!"
a flood of relief entered jins face, obviously calming.
i- i choose the right answer! finally something done right!
"thanks jimin-ah! you can move in anytime tomorrow and take good care of yoongi okay? ill visit like every month okay?"
oh god, im an embarrassment. he doesn't trust me does he? do i even trust me? am i even needed, i mean he has been getting along for years now .
"okay, have a safe trip, dont worry ill keep yoongi-hyung safe!"
"goodnight!"
what. am. i. doing.
"goondnight also!"
after the boy left, jimin couldnt go back to sleep after his little visit. so he decided to prepare for the small move by gathered his most favourite belongings, and shoved them into a few different sized boxes. it wasnt to difficult considering he hadnt finished unpacking.
jimin then went to the front door, and put each down, one by one.
after he had finished, he sat on the kitchen floor, lost.
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