sugar and honey - yoonmin littlespace 🍯 (incomplete)

18 // yoongi 🌻

a quick AN: honestly, this was a fuzzy headspace for me, sometimes big, some small. just, sorry yall.

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but even I dont think this is the collection the average person of his age would have. especially of . . . ryan stuffies.

and it wasnt just the popular ryan either. he had the same DT21 koala-like character plastered on his walls, stickers all over. for fuccs sake he was wearing pajamas with the same character on it. it looked like the room a kid would have if they had generous parents or free will, as if the two corporations dumped their brand all over his small room.

is- is he a little? no this cant be, like at all. he said I was weird. he said things about us all when he was acting strange. namjoon seems like the opposite of a little. but . . . I was also really defensive about it before I revealed myself, it's really hard after all. you dont know if your friends and family will accept you or even if you'll have friends and family left . . . let's conduct an experiment.

first, no honorifics. he always corrects me if I dont use honorifics and even if he tries not to, he'll whisper it underneath his voice. it's an instinct for him.

"hey namjoon, I brought you some food and your mail."

". . . t-thanks."

atleast hes stopped crying? but he didnt even seem to mind the lack of me calling him 'hyung', that is super strange. his voice definitely sounds shakier and higher-pitched than before, but that could be because hes been sobbing his eyes out for God knows how long.

maybe I can take a step forward? jin-hyung always used to call him 'joonie', maybe I'll try that?

"j-joonie~ why were you crying?"

that felt so strange omg i guess only jin saying it feels natural?

" . . . 'm vewy sad."

bingo!!! okay, hyung definitely never had a lisp before, and that with his room it's almost surefire that hes little. but, I cant be sure, this could just be a very large coincidence after all, jumping to conclusions wont help anything.

. . .

but why is he so sad? I've got to know.

"what are you sad about?"

"evewybody hates joonie! jinnie-'yung, jennie, rosie, minnie, a-an you too! I-I didnt means bad boy! I sorry!!!"

and once again he broke out into sobs. loud, gut-wrenching sobbing to add to that. the crying shook namjoons fragile system, the only sound filling the silence. .

it was so terrifying to see someone usually so strong, confident, and vocal in yoongis eyes to break down and reveal himself as a mess.

one hundred (100) percent a small boy.

"joonie, nobody hates you!! I dont, and the others were just a bit mad. jin isnt even mad either he feels for you, and jiminie was just scared that you did something. he just needs to cool down a bit more. okay? you are not a bad boy, you are great. Everyone makes mistakes."

" 'kay . . . "

he doesnt seem too convinced? maybe hes hungry because I know for a fact hyung cant cook and there arent any takeout boxes or instant ramen bowls laying around.