sugar and honey - yoonmin littlespace 🍯 (incomplete)

33 // jimin🍯

I'm just gonna trigger warning this entire chapter, it's a bit heavy yah?

----

"who the actual fuck  is seojun?"

the air got colder all around them as yoongi stared at jimin with dry anger. jimin couldn't bare to meet yoongis' gaze, instead opting to look at his ears. 

what a nice shape, perfect for piercings if he ever got any. sliver earrings would really do well with his face too-

"park jimin ! look at me please, just look me in the eye and tell me who he is ! im begging you please, i hate knowning that i don't know an entire part of your life , you dismissing every mention of him as casual chuckles and i call bull fucking shit on that ! why don't you trust me, we've been together for months !"

jimins' eyes whipped over to meet yoongis, before rapidly being overwhelmed by a feeling he had never quite felt for his boyfriend.

am i sad? no, i'd be crying for sure by now. 

"yoongi, you're a hypocrite you know that?"

yoongi puffed his chest out, widened his eyes in shock.

"that's absolute bull, no i'm not!"

"yeah, yeah you are ! you say that i don't tell you anything personal but neither do you !! what about that one day i got absoultely smashed and you had a hangover cure prepared from memory ? hmmm?"

what am i talking about? i didn't want this to happen. is this anger? no, this is worse than that.

"or, or what about how whenever i call my parents you get this pissy look on your face, should we talk about that?"

this is raw, unbridled rage. i can't shut my mouth, i wont stop talking oh god ohg od o h godd i can tsto p o h go d

"or, or hmm what about the fact that whenever i try to start conversations about being introduced to your parents you end up changing the subject somehow? im so sick you pretending like you always know whats best for me to do !"

yoongi, now more than extremely angry raised his voice even louder.

"who else is supposed to know whats good for you, you cant even ask for extra goddamn napkins at a cafe, you're completely incompetent ! you tracked me down like a fucking bloodhound to date me, and never once thought about how strange that must've felt to me ! sometimes i feel like you're the reason i lost my job. i know that doesn't make any fucking sense but why should you care right? all you want to do is make your boyfriend worried so you can get a quick fuck in right?"

jimin began to shake his head, realizing his previous actions. but, he didnt mean it to be like that.

"no jimin, don't shake your head ! tell me, dont you want my four thirty (4:30) o'clock appoinment or should i pencil you in for six (6)? morning or afternoon, pick a fucking time. you probably thought to yourself, 'hey look, there's a guy crying in the elevator, i wonder how long i could fuck around with this thing. oh! he goes mentally small to cope with fucked up shit from when he was younger? perfect, he'll be more naive now. '"

the accused stood off the bus shelters cold seats, and began to yell himself.

"stop saying what you think im thinking, because you dont know what im thinking ! well maybe i was thinking 'oh god how did i get roped into this, i was just being polite. why the hell am i moving in with him? holy crap he's another annoying toddler to supervise. great, just great.' i work two part time jobs and a full time, i just moved to the apartment and for some god forsaken reason i thought it was smart to walk across the hall and ask about you."