FULL HOUSE {LITTLE SPACE ONE-SHOTS}

ONE - PART 1

🍼 little ONE

I woke up and find myself in a suffocating hug. Jaewon is wrapped around me, his skinny legs are intertwined with mine and his arms are thrown across my chest. He is wearing only a thick diaper with Winnie the Pooh design and one of mine hoodies - the black one with sequin Gucci logo on chest. I gently brushed his hair out of his face and smiled. I love to cuddle with my small Jaewon. His cute lips are wrapped around a pink pacifier with Mommy's boy written on the shield. He is slowly sucking on the pacifier and his small fingers are clenching my shirt. I sighed because when he trapped me like this, then I can't get up without waking him up.

I turn my eyes to white ceiling of our bedroom and listen to the haste outside. It is Saturday and I am too lazy to cook breakfast. Well, I guess that we will eat outside. But for going outside, I need Jaewon to wake up. Unfortunately my baby isn't someone who can be woken up easily. He is making soft suckling noises and I kiss top of his small nose.

"Baby, time to wake up."

He whined a bit but stays asleep. I stroke his hair and sat up with a silent groan. My muscles need some stretching, I am used to working out a lot so I can easily carry him around. After all I am a personal trainer and my body is my business card. Jaewon is still clinging to me like a glue and I support back of his neck with my hand to prevent him from getting hurt. His head can't loll around like this.

"Sleepyhead, aren't you hungry?"

He doesn't answer but snuggles closer to me and squeezed his head in crook of my neck. I pat his back and kissed his cheek.

"Mommy needs to pee."

I gently but firmly moved him away from my lap and laid him down. I pulled the thin summer blanket over his naked legs and turned off the air conditioning. I ruffle my short hair and go in the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and check my phone. There are no messages or missed calls so I don't need to care about work or other kind of boring stuff. I took a shower and washed my hair while thinking that Jaewon is going to get up soon. I wrapped my wet body in a big towel and peeked in the bedroom. I frowned because I can't even see my baby, there is only a big lump on the bed.

"Mysterious lump on my bed don't you know about someone who likes waffles?"

My baby boy is silent and I go back in the bathroom. I finished my hairstyle and make-up before going back in the bedroom. I sighed because he is still hiding under the covers. Fine, I am going to get dressed and sooner or later he is going to wake up. I put on white frayed shorts and leopard-print silk shirt and prepare my shoes and shoulder bag on a small stool next to the front door. I am really impatient now and I am ready to discipline him. Jaewon knows our rules very well and he also knows what will happen if he breaks them.

I place my hands on my hips and stand above our wide bed.

"Jaewon, I am leaving in a while to have a breakfast and you are going to leave with me with spanked bum or without spanking. What do you choose?"

I throw the blanket away and meet Jaewon's pouty face. He wriggles around and I strip him of the hoodie. He is cutely rubbing his eyes while sitting on the bed only in his diaper and watches me walking around the room and choosing his clothes. I put the clothes on the bed and grab his hand. I lead him into the bathroom and stand him in front of the sink. I brush his hair while he is playing with my Marc Jacobs eyeshadow palette and Yves Saint Laurent lipstick. Then I wash his face while Jaewoon is squirming and trying to get away from the cold water. Finally I can change his wet diaper and put him in a fresh one. I know that our weekends are his escape from being an adult. He can be my baby who doesn't need to care about anything - he only has to be my cute baby boy. I dressed Jaewon in striped cotton shorts which reach his knees and white shirt. Next comes black bucket hat right on top of his head and then I put pair of black espadrilles on his small feet. We can finally leave the apartment and head in our favorite restaurant. I had to hide his pacifier in a box which is now in my bag and hold his hand while my puppy is skipping next to me. The weather is hot again and sun is flaming like mad. Luckily our favorite coffee shop Backen isn't far and soon we are entering the pleasantly cold shop. We are reading the menu and I have already chosen what I want but Jaewon still doesn't know what to eat.

"Should mommy order for you?"

Jaewon looked at me and nodded after short hesitation. The waitress came and I ordered spinach garlic bread and bacon, of course that I need a coffee too. For Jaewon I order Oreo chocolate croissant and warm milk.

Jaewon is near to being fussy so I gave him my phone to play with and read a newspaper. From time to time I stroke hair of my baby who is happily playing Toca life: Town and doesn't mind that we need to wait for our food. In few minutes our order arrived and I put the newspaper aside while also grabbing my phone from his hands and pushed plate with his breakfast in front of him. We eat and then left to walk around a bit. We head in a park to hide from the glowing sun. Jaewon plays on floor fountain and I pay attention if he isn't drinking the water. He is giggling happily and gets few mean glares from passing people. No one is trying to stop him because it is clear that he is here with me. After a while Jaewon got tired and sat down on a bench next to me. I use a napkin to dry his face and then we go home.

Jaewon sat down to the coffee table in our living room and started to color while I go to prepare pasta salad for lunch. I am listening to my baby who is peacefully coloring in a coloring book and soon finished the easy lunch. I poured an orange juice in his favorite sippy cup with Hello Kitty and grab a can of soda for myself. I go in the living room and made some space of the coffee table. Jaewon grabs his sippy cup and started to suck on the straw before digging in his lunch. We are eating and from time to time I wipe his cheeks where are stuck pieces of food. In a while he finished his meal and I rub his tummy to make him feel sleepy. My little one needs to take at least one hour long nap or he will be fussy which usually leads to a punishment. Jaewon sighed happily and wants to suck on his thumb but I tsked and grab his wrist.

"Did we forget that fingers don't belong in our mouth?"

Jaewon whined and I picked him up. I bounce him on my hip and pat his diapered bum to know if he isn't wet and go in the bedroom. Jaewon squirms on the bed and I am putting him in a fresh nappy. When I am sure that he is clean and no rash is threatening his small tush, I take his pacifier and pushed the teat between his lips. My baby opened his eyes a bit only to look at me and sucks on his pacifier. I stroke his hair few times and threw the blanket over his petite body. He snuggles close to the soft blanket and I tippy-toed toward the window to close the curtains. The bedroom is now dim and my baby can sleep without being disturbed so I sneaked out of the room and head in the living room to read for a while.