✔ The Casanova's Angel (Filipino Novel)

Kabanata 42

*Some scenes are not suitable for young readers*

I kissed him. 

Nakalimutan ko na kung paano at ilan, I just acted on my instincts. Nung una akala ko rejected na ako because he didn't respond. but after I stopped, linagay niya ang arms niya on my waist and pulled me in a tight hug. He smashed his lips on mine - tasting, devouring and enveloping me with his warm tongue and embrace. Ginuide niya ako inside his condo and carried me with my legs wrapped around his waist. He closed the door and walked towards the kitchen table with our lips still locked with each other. 

After a while, we stopped, both gasping for air. He leaned his forehead to mine while our eyes locked. Nafefeel ko yung init ng katawan namin, still too close for comfort but I love the closeness still. We looked at each other for a while, tinitignan kung gusto ba namin pareho ang nangyayari. No one is backing down. Halatang halata, we both crave for each other's warmth -for the intimacy. 

"Are you sure?" He asked. Nakakagulat at nakakatuwa kasi ang isang casanova ay nagpapaalam if I want to continue? Even though nakikita niya naman na if he acted now, I would gladly still accept?

I nodded, tilting my head slightly. I know I want this. Alam ko na after marriage dapat ang ganito pero after everything that has happened to me, I realized na timing is everything. You'll feel when the right time is. Hindi siya navavalidate ng kung ano man. Most people may disagree pero para saakin kanya kanyang buhay, kanya kanyang paniniwala. Kaya naman before he can think negatively, hinawakan ko ang likod ng leeg niya with both my hands and pulled him in slowly so I can kiss him. 

We went for small kisses at first and then it became deep pareho kami exploring each other. Tinanggal niya ang shirt ko before trailing kisses to my neck and just above my cleavage. Pagkatapos ay hinalikan niya ako pabalik while at the same time expertly unclasping my bra. Medyo nanibago ako because of the sudden coldness I could feel on my chest area. I instinctively hid my breasts from him with my arms afraid of his judgement. I was never comfortable with my nakedness kahit  pa bikini or any revealing clothes, I'm very shy when it comes to my body. 

But he changed it in one sentence. 

"Show me." 

I looked at him in fear of judgement but he gently removed my arms and looked at me like I'm the most beautiful person he has ever seen. He pulled me in a long deep kiss and then started trailing kisses na pababa ng pababa. 

kiss.

"You're beautiful"

kiss.

"You're perfect"

kiss.

"Mine"

With every kiss, he complimented me changing how I think of my body. And while he's teaching me the world of pleasure, all I could think about is how I love this man. How I want him to be mine. And so, before we continued on the final act, I told him my confession.

"Let's make this real." I whispered, looking at his lips and craving for more of his touch. 

He looked at me intensely and said, "You're mine." And with that, he went in for a kiss that lasted for the whole night. 

We kissed and explored each other's body thoroughly, celebrating our first day officially together - no contract involved, just us both in tune with each other's feelings. And I experienced so many firsts on our night together, just like I wanted. 

Before we slept, I had only one wish - for this to last, maybe not forever, but as long as we can.