Why.

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Based off the song 'Why' by Bazzi

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I'm still on your Netflix
Girl, I know you love me
Even though your parents
They don't fucking trust me
They probably alright though
I know I'm an asshole
No reply to all your texts girl I do you mad cold

Maybe it was wrong of me to push y/n away like I have been doing for weeks now. She was the one constant and normal thing in my life and I knew she was in too deep. Hell, I was in too deep and that's why I was pushing her away. I was distant and cold. My phone would blow up and then she'd get angry at me and she had every reason to be. I read all the messages, even replied in my head and hated myself that I couldn't just type it out and hit send.

Like you're just
Dying to drive but you can't find the keys, now
Looking for God but you're down on your knees, I'm
All that you want but not what you need girl why

Y/n, drunk might I add, admitted to me over voicemail as she sobbed, begging me to just stay and to love her. She said she needed me and that she was addicted to me. I was her drug and as much as she hated to admit it, it was true.

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me

All your friends tell you they hate me
God I'm fuckin' shady
Couple weeks ago they were inside my sheets naked
Club, so you can Snapchat
Titties out to snap that
I know that you do that shit just hoping for a snapback

Y/n was ruining herself for me, for any ounce of my attention and yet I still wasn't giving it to her. I was still acting cold and distant. Her friends, the good ones, the ones who had their lives together and a stable family, all told her to get over me and that she could do so much better were the same ones begging me to fuck them once more. Why? Why was I acting like such an ass? It was another day and another club for y/n which meant nudes sending to my phone as she craved for a compliment but her I was, knuckles deep in another one of her friends.

Like you're just
Dying to drive but you can't find the keys, now
Looking for God but you're down on your knees, I'm
All that you want but not what you need girl why

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me, oh

Why do you need me when you know you don't need me?
It's tearing you apart
I leave you broken and shaken
And you still call me baby

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me

She loved me no matter the damage I put her through. If only I listened when they told me not to push a loyal girl too far.... because they'll never come back.

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