Black Widow Imagines™️

You're beautiful, y/n.

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Dom!Natasha

Warning: smut warning near the end, self conscious and body shaming

Prompt:

Requested by: @Missarwen8

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YOUR POV

Here I sat on the carpet of my bedroom, hands placed in my lap as I stared at my reflection through the cracked mirror. With the cracking done to the glass it made my body look skinny on my upper half, the bottom half looking the same.

Pudgy. Fat. Gross.

What other words could I use to describe myself that society has already used. Shirts didn't hide my evident pudge unless I was wearing a very oversized shirt. On top of my figure, I hated the stretch marks that were so deep on the skin of my thighs and under my arms from that growth spurt I had over the summer.

I hated going outside and being around people who were pretty and who met society's standards of beauty. It put a strain on Natasha and Is relationship. No matter how many times she told me I was beautiful, that she didn't want to love anyone else but me, I still didn't believe her.

Huffing, I hit the mirror again, the glass slicing through me skin and embedding themselves in the cracks. Crimson soon oozed out and staining the carpet and rolling down my naked skin. I got off the carpet, feeling my hot tears roll down my cheeks as I watched my stomach jiggle with each step I took and I wanted to throw up, make myself sick just so I hand a chance at being skinny like every other girl I knew.

Turning the tap on of the sink I rinsed the blood off my hand, watching the glass and liquid swirl down the drain. Looking at myself in the mirror of the bathroom I stared at the small bags forming under my eyes, criticizing every little detail about me in my head as my stomach rumbled. I hadn't eaten in two and a half days with the hope I could lose weight.

"Baby! I'm home and I brought Chinese!" Natasha yelled, the door soon locking shut as I heard her soft footsteps come down the hallway.

The cold water running on my skin made my hand feel numb and prickly after awhile as I kept staring at myself, feeling the tears well up in my eyes.

"Holy shit!" I heard Nat gasp, probably seeing the pieces of glass from the broken mirror and the blood stains on my carpet, "Y/n? Baby?!"

My head turned towards her body as soon as she burst into the bathroom, her worried eyes looking over my body, then my face. The Chinese she had in her hand fell to the ground, the plastic bag hitting the floor with a small thud.

"Y/n.." Nat said softly as she wrapped her arms around me, her thumb wiping away my tears. My knees gave out and I fell into her body, her gently sitting us on the cold bathroom floor.

"Why do you love me!? Why are you with me!?" I cried into her chest, struggling to breathe from crying so hard.

"Babygirl, shh." Nat ran her fingers through my hair as she wiped my tears from my cheeks.

"You're so smart, smarter than Tony. You're strong, and worthy to lift Thor's hammer and worthy of all the good things in life. You're so beautiful the way your different colored eyes sparkling under the sun. I'm in love with you because you're you, y/n." Nat told me softly.

"But I look nothing like Wanda or Carol, even Maria. I'm ugly and pudgy! My stretch marks are gross!" I whimpered into her chest.

"I'm not in love with Wanda or Carol, or even Maria. While they are pretty they are not you. Your stretch marks and your body type were sculpted by the goddess themselves and I am so lucky to have been blessed with a girl like you. You're beautiful in your own way that you don't need to look like these other girls to get my attention."

"You deserve so much better than me, Nat." I pushed myself out of her grip but she was strong.

"You can't tell me who I deserve and who I should be with... because I'll keep choosing you every. Single. Time."

Natasha leaned in and connected our lips, adjusting my body so that I was straddling her lap, the leather from her mission suit rubbing against my naked thighs.

"I'm going to show you exactly how much I love you, baby." Nat rasped, hoisting me up by my thighs as her fingertips dug into my skin. My back hit the soft mattress as Natasha looked over me, her sea green eyes staring at me with so much love my breath hitched in my throat.

"I love your stomach."

Kiss.

"I love your curves."

Kiss.

"I love your legs."

Kiss.

"I love your stretch marks."

Kiss.

"And I love you. So much."

Nat leaned in and captured my lips in her mouth once more, tenderly kissing me as I wrapped my arms around her neck, the warmth of her body seeping into my skin.

"I love you so much, Natalia." I whispered, afraid to speak any loud in case I cried again.

Her kisses trailed down my stomach and to my heated core where I was already dripping wet for her.

"Mhmm you're soaked baby." Nat smirked before leaving a couple love bites on my thigh, my body arching into her when she licked a broad line with her tongue hitting my clit.

"Fuck Natasha!" I breathed shakily.

"You taste so fucking good." Her moan vibrated through my core, goosebumps soon erupting on my skin as she slid her tongue into my center.

NATASHAS POV

Using my thumb I drew slow circles around her clit as I pushed my tongue in and out of her dripping core. Curling my tongue I heard her moan my name really loudly when I found her g spot, making sure I hit it each time my tongue when back in.

Reaching my hand up her gorgeous body, I slightly applied pressure to her throat, knowing being choked turned her on even more. Removing my tongue I slid two of my fingers into her sex with ease, being coated in her juices as I licked my lips and went back to leaving more hickeys on her thighs.

"I want you to cum for me, Princess." I smirked at her as I curled my fingers, pulling them out only to slam them back into her at a fast pace.

"N-Nat-"

"You can't cum until I say so." I bit my lip.

Here I was, feeling her walls clench around my fingers me knowing full well she was going to cum soon. Stopping my movements I waited a few minutes, her whines of protest were music to my ears as I edged her.

I edged her a few more times, knowing the build up of her orgasm was a lot for her.

"Cum for me." I husked. That was all it took. That and one finally thrust of my fingers and a bite to her clit she came, hard, all over my fingers and chin.

"NATASHA!!!!!" Her body arched off the bed as I helped her ride out her orgasm.

Licking my fingers clean I peppered kisses all up her body until I connected our lips once more.

"I love you, y/n. Please don't ever forget that."