Infinite love... (Neymar fanfiction)

Chapter 5 - flashback V

"Ney!!!" I hugged him.

"Looks like someone missed me huh?" He winked.

After that I really had fun then everyone started to leave so did Ney.

"Goodnight Cia.." he kissed my cheeks.

"Goodnight.." I smiled

It was almost 12 but I was still in bed recalling everything that happened today. I started thinking About Ney and the wonderful time I had with him today. Why do I miss him when he's not around? Why do I get those butterflies every time I see him smile or catch him looking at me?

What's happening? Why do I care about him so much? Why has he become such an important person in my life? Why do I always want to talk to him? Whenever he hugs me I feel like my heart's gonna come out; it beats so fast. Have we become more than best friends?? Do I feel something for him? Have I fallen in love with Ney? Yes, I have.

But what if he doesn't feel this way? What if he breaks our friendship if he finds out I love him? Oh God, I love him... I really do. This can't be happening. How can I love him?? This is wrong. But why did he do all these things today and those gifts NeyCia?? Was it only because he loves me as a best friend or more?? I fell asleep wondering about all these things.

It was after a few weeks when one day Ney told me that he met this really hot model on a photoshoot. And he had asked her to come to the party which was at David's house.

"Oh wow!! Ney that's awesome... Can't wait to meet her." I smiled when inside I was feeling really bad.

"Okay I will see you there Cia" he disconnected the call.

As Ney had to pick her up I decided to take mom's car. I reached there at about 9.

Everyone was already there except Neymar. I went over to them and we were just seated there when Ney arrived with this super hot girl. Everyone had their eyes on her. 

"Hey, guys. This is Kathleen." He smiled at us. We all said hello. (Obviously Neymar the world-famous footballer would be going out with a girl like her than an ordinary girl like me. I will never let him know how I feel.)

Ney was busy with Kathleen and others with their girlfriends so I decided to go outside and saw Oscar sitting by the pool.

"Hey Oscar" I sat beside him. "Hey.." He smiled

"What you doing here all by yourself??" I asked him.

"Well, nothing. I was bored inside." He was looking quite lost but I didn't ask to bother him.

"Me too. " I looked towards Ney who was busy laughing and flirting around with Kathleen.

"Ciara I always wanted to ask you something... ummm would you like to go out with me sometime?" He asked nervously.

"Can I think about it and tell you later." I didn't know what to say. I was shocked.

"Yeah, no problem" He smiled.

We just sat there without speaking a word. I looked at my phone it was 11 already. "It's getting late. I should leave now. I will text you." I smiled at Oscar.

"Do you want me to drop you?" He asked.

"It's okay I got my car." I hugged him and left the party. I reached home and went straight to bed.

~ Cia!! Kathleen accepted to be my girlfriend :) ~ I got a message from Ney

~ Wow that's great. Congrats ~ I replied with a tear in my eyes.

Then I messaged Oscar ~ Hey Oscar can we meet tomorrow? I will come to the training if it's okay~

~Ya sure. I will see you tomorrow.~ He replied back

I woke up early the following morning to get to the training. As soon as Oscar saw me, he came running towards me.

"Morning Ciara" He smiled.

"Morning Oscar" I smiled back

"Hey Ney" I tried to act normal. "What's up Cia??" He asked

"Oh, nothing just came by to meet Oscar. Had something to talk to him about." I replied looking at Oscar.

"Carry on then" He went back to the ground.

"Well Oscar, Can we talk in the stands?" I asked him.

We sat on the stands then Oscar put his hand on my shoulder "Is something wrong? Why do you look sad?" He was worried.

"I don't know how to tell you this Oscar but. I'm sorry I can't go out with you." I could see his smile fading away. "It's not that I don't like. I do like you but only as a friend who has always been there for me. But I... I... " I couldn't control my tears any longer, I started to cry.

"Ciara, what's wrong? Please don't cry. Tell me what's going on? Did some loser break your heart?" He looked angry and worried at the same time.

"I don't know Oscar what should I do? The one I love doesn't seem to like me back. He's just too busy with other girls. I can't stand seeing him with another girl" I couldn't stop my tears.

"Your talking about Neymar right?" He looked disappointed.

"How do you know that?" I was surprised.

"Guessed." He replied