Save Me From This Hell

Worried

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

It's been a week since Zak and the guys left for their investigation and apart from the phone call I had with Aaron when I couldn't get hold of Zak I haven't heard anything from any of the guys. No texts, no phone calls... Nothing and I'm getting extremely worried.

After a semi busy day with a check up at the OBGYN and day of lots of playing with Cody, I put Cody to bed and relaxed in bed watching TV. Again as I haven't heard from any of the guys I decided to phone Zak, but his phone went to answer phone so I left a voice mail.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak...Please talk to me, I'm getting extremely worried now. Please baby, if its anything I've done I promise we'll work things out. Or if something has gone wrong during lockdown again I promise we can work it all out and get through it all together... Please talk to me baby... I love you"

I ended the phone call and started to break down crying. I want Zak home with me, I need him home.

During my emotional break down I received a text message, my heart skipped a beat. I hoped and prayed it was from Zak.... Then as I saw his name popped up on my phone screen I cried with happy tears to see he's texted me.

Zak: "Hey beautiful ❤️ I don't really want to talk about it over the phone, and I really want to tell you what's been going on... But I promise you with all my heart and soul I'll tell you everything when I see you. And I promise you I'm OK, and we'll definitely get through this together. I miss you and Cody so much its killing me being away from you both 😔💔 I promise I'll be home soon beautiful. I love you forever and always ❤️ yours always Zak xxxxxx ❤️"

My heart was breaking but yet I'm very happy at the same time. I really want to hear Zak's voice, I want to be in his arms and for him to hold me tight. But most of all I want him home.

Catherine (y/n): "you have no idea how happy I am to hear from you baby, I've been extremely worried about you 😔💔. Please tell me baby you have me worried. Yours always Catherine (y/n) ❤️❤️ xxxxxxxx"

I sent the text and waited for Zak's reply.

Zak: "I can't baby 😔, I promise I will tell you everything. How's Cody and Sophia? ❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "😔💔 they're OK, Sophia is growing healthy and snug inside. Cody's missing you.... I'm missing you. We need you home 😔 xxxxxxx❤️"

Zak: "I'm missing you all too baby. I want to be home baby, believe me... I really do 💔 but I can't, not yet xxxxxx I love you more than anything in the world baby girl ❤️❤️ xxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "I love you more than anything in the world more baby ❤️❤️❤️❤️xxxxxxxx"

Zak: "I've got to go now baby, I got to talk to Bishop Bryan and sister Mary. Xxxxxx I love you forever and always baby ❤️❤️❤️xxxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "please don't go 💔😔😢😢 xxxxxxxx ❤️❤️"

Zak's point of view

Catherine (y/n): "please don't go 💔😔😢😢 xxxxxxxx ❤️❤️"

Zak:  "I'm sorry baby 😞💔😔😢 xxxxxxxx ❤️❤️"

I really didn't want to stop texting Catherine (y/n), I've missed her like crazy. But I really need to talk to Bishop Bryan and sister Mary.

Catherine (y/n): "💔💔😢😞😔 xxxxx ❤️❤️"

Zak: "everything is going to be OK baby... I promise ❤️❤️ I'll be home soon xxxxxxxx I love you with all my heart and soul forever and always xxxxx ❤️❤️"

Catherine (y/n): "I love you with all my heart and soul forever and always more ❤️❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxx"

I reluctantly put my phone away and went to speak to Bishop Bryan

Bishop Bryan: "Hey Zak, how are you feeling?"

Zak: "better than I have been, thank you"

Sister Mary: "what's wrong Zak, you look a bit down?"

Zak: "I really want to go home to Catherine (y/n) and Cody, she needs me home"

Bishop Bryan: "If all goes well and you're next session goes well tomorrow then in a couple of days time you should be able to go home. I know you hate being away from Catherine (y/n), do you want me to speak to her?"

Zak: "I don't know, I really wanted to tell her everything and tell her the truth but I think she'll handle it better if it came from one of you"

Sister Mary: "Zak honey, is Catherine (y/n) able to get someone to have Cody for her?"

Zak: "if I ask one of the guys they should be able to have Cody for a couple of days or at least be there with them both"

Sister Mary: "if all goes well we can take you home but before you come inside we can talk to Catherine (y/n) or would you rather you come inside straight away and we'll talk to her all together?"

Zak: "I prefer the second option, I can't stand being away from her for much longer"

Bishop Bryan: "shall we move your session to in a minute and then that way we can get you home quicker?"

Zak: "yes please, thank you"

So after a few more minutes I started my session with Bishop Bryan and sister Mary. I mentally told Catherine (y/n) to remain strong, I'll be home very soon.... I hope.

After a little while everything was a success. I'm finally free from the attachment I had and I'm finally able to go home tomorrow. I can't thank Bishop Bryan and sister Mary enough for everything they have done for me this past week, I'm so thankful for them both.

I decided to head off to bed, I'm starting to feel tired from all of the activities and I need to be in full strength to see my girl. But before I went to sleep I decided to text Catherine (y/n).

Zak: "how much do you want me home baby? ❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "more than anything in the world, I'd sell my soul if I have to just so I can have you home with me ❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxx"

Zak: "Oh baby there's no way in hell you're selling your soul, I'd rather go through all of this shit again as long as you're safe and every inch of you belongs to me ❤️❤️❤️❤️xxxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "all of me belongs to you Zak ❤️❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxxxx"

Zak: "😊😍❤️❤️❤️ how much do you want me home baby? Xxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "more than anything in the world ❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxxxx"

My heart bursted with pride but yet my heart broke, I can't wait to get home and hold Catherine (y/n) in my arms.

Zak: "you'll be very happy tomorrow baby ❤️❤️ I'm coming home xxxxxxxx ❤️😁❤️"

Catherine (y/n): "really? 😍😁❤️😁❤️❤️ Xxxxxxxx"

I started to smile and for the first time in a week I'm feeling extremely happy.

Zak: "yes beautiful ❤️ I'm coming home xxxxxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "you have no idea how happy I am right now baby ❤️❤️❤️😁 xxxxxxxx"

Zak: "yes I do beautiful, because I'm feeling the same way xxxxxxxx ❤️. I'll let you get to some sleep as its getting late baby and I'll see you tomorrow ❤️❤️❤️❤️ sweet dreams beautiful xxxxx"

Catherine (y/n): "OK baby, I can't wait to see you 😁❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ sweet dreams handsome xxxxxxxx"