Save Me From This Hell

Fears

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

What a few weeks it's been, we've all been non stop but we've been having a great time. We celebrated Cody turning a year old also celebrating Zak's birthday the same day, now that was a hectic day but it was amazing spending time with everyone.

A week later I hit the 28th week mark in my pregnancy with Sophia-Grace, so far this pregnancy has been a dream and I really hope it stays this way. As my pregnancy was going all smoothly, Zak and the guys was leaving today for their next investigation but unfortunately I couldn't go this time as Zak said its not safe and he doesn't want any harm to come to me.

I don't mind staying home with Cody I'm happy to stay behind... But I'm more worried about Zak and the guys safety. I can't help but feel something bad is going to happen.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak please let me come with you"

Zak: "baby... How many times do I have to tell you, I don't want you to come on this investigation with us...it's not safe"

Catherine (y/n): "So it's not safe for me but yet it safe for you and the guys?"

Zak: "it's not even safe for me and the guys!"

I can tell Zak was getting angry and I know he's getting angry at me because I keep pestering for me to go too. I don't want to see him mad and most importantly I don't want him to be mad at me.

Zak's point of view

As much as I want Catherine (y/n) to come with us, I really don't want her to. It's just too dangerous not just for her but for all of us. I was even thinking of cancelling this investigation but as it's our halloween special episode I couldn't cancel it.

I really hate to admit it but I was feeling mad at Catherine (y/n) because she wanted to put herself at risk by coming to this investigation. I don't want to be mad at her, I never want to be mad at my girl..

Catherine (y/n): "OK, I'll stay behind"

I instantly felt relieved when Catherine (y/n) said those words, but I know she feels down about not being able to go. I walked over to Catherine (y/n) and embraced her tight in my arms.

Zak: "I only want to keep you safe baby, that's all I ever want to do is to keep you and our little family safe"

Catherine (y/n): "I know you do baby, and I want to keep you all safe too. But I'm scared that you or the guys will get hurt or have a bad attachment or..."

Then my girl started to break down, I can literally feel her fears and worries coming from her. I put my hands on the side of her face, wiped away a few stray tears and tried to comfort and reassure her everything will be ok.

Zak: "baby... I can't promise nothing will happen to any of us...But I can promise you I'll do everything I can to keep you, Cody and Sophia safe, I promise you I won't let anything happen to you three"

Catherine (y/n) smiled slightly and a tear escaped from her eyes. I brushed away the tear and I kissed her tenderly.

Catherine (y/n): "I love you"

Zak: "I love you more beautiful"

Then Catherine (y/n) smiled one of her beautiful smiles at me again. I really do hate leaving her and Cody behind when I leave for another investigation but theres no way I'm risking Catherine's (y/n) safety. I wrapped my arms around her again and held her tight, I really didn't want to let go of her.

Zak: "I really don't want to go baby"

Catherine (y/n): "then stay home with us"

I laughed slightly and shook my head

Zak: "I can't baby, I really need to do this investigation"

Catherine (y/n) sighed and nodded her head

Catherine (y/n): "I know"

I embraced her in my arms again and squeezed her reassuringly.

Zak: "I'll try and come home as quick as I can when we've finished this investigation"

I kissed her again and I reluctantly let go.

Zak: "I love you so much Catherine (y/n)"

Catherine (y/n): "I love you so much more Zak"

I smiled at her again and then I slowly made my way onto the RV and started the journey to the location.

I'm looking forward to this investigation but I have to admit I'm really worried about it too, I keep having a feeling and I don't want to say to much how I'm feeling about it... But all I will say is I really really hope it don't happen.