Save Me From This Hell

Seeing Zak

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

After a fun packed day with the girls I went back to Jay and Morgan's place to freshen myself up ready before I go to see Zak. After I was finished in the shower and got myself dressed and ready it was time for me to go.

Catherine (y/n): "Morgan, Jay I'm going over to see Zak now, I don't know what time I'll get back. I've got my keys so don't wait up"

Jay: "OK Catherine (y/n), if any problems you call me OK"

Catherine (y/n): "thanks Jay"

Jay wrapped me in his arms and gave me a hug, before Morgan hugged me before she said

Morgan: "have fun sis" then winked at me

Catherine (y/n): "I will but I'm not going to have too much fun"

We both laughed a little before I headed out of the door.

As I got into the car and was about to pull off, Zak texted me.

Zak: "hey beautiful are you on you're way over? Xxxxxx ❤️"

Catherine (y/n): "Hey baby, yeah I'm on my way now. See you soon xxxxxxxx ❤️"

Zak: "see you soon baby ❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxx"

I put the car into drive and I was finally on my way to Zak's. After about a 20 minute drive I was just about to pull up onto his drive. I'm not gonna lie I actually feel a little bit nervous about going inside.

I pulled into the drive, turned the car off and was just getting out of the car when Zak came out to greet me.

Zak: "Hey baby"

Catherine (y/n): "Hey"

Zak wrapped his arms around me and embraced me tight. I've really missed being in Zak's arms, right now at this very moment I don't feel vulnerable. I feel safe, I feel protected, I feel like I'm home.

Zak held my hand in his and we walked inside and sat down on the couch. As we sat down Zak never let go of my hand, we just sat there speechless but our emotions was speaking a thousand words.

I was just about to speak first when Zak started talking to me.

Zak: "I've missed you so much baby, this place isn't the same without you and Cody here"

I smiled at Zak but yet my heart was breaking for him.

Catherine (y/n): "I've missed you so much too baby, I don't know how much I've apologised these last couple of days but I really and truly am sorry for what I've done baby. I'd totally understand if you won't forgive me and...."

Zak stopped me from talking by kissing me, there was so much passion in his kiss I've never experienced a kiss from him like this before... I didn't want it to end.

Zak's point of view

I kissed Catherine (y/n) I know I said I didn't want to rush into anything but I was craving for her touch, craving to feel her in my arms and craving to kiss her.

Zak: "you don't need to apologise baby, I should be the one apologising. And I'm sorry for saying all of those things when I didn't mean any of it, I never want to cut you out of my life. You, Cody and Sophia are my whole life"

Catherine (y/n) looked at me with tears in her eyes, then she smiled slightly and I can see a hint of blush appearing on her face.

Zak: "please come home baby"

Catherine (y/n): "I want to come home baby but I'm scared... I'm scared that if I come home now we'd end up arguing alot more than we did before and then our family will be broken forever. I don't want to lose you Zak, you are my whole life".

Zak:  "I don't want to lose you too baby and I promise we'll never argue again. I'll be a better man to you than I was before".

I held her hand again and squeezed it tight in mine.

Zak: "please come home baby, I need you home"

Catherine (y/n): "I want to baby but I don't want to rush things"

I completely understand that Catherine (y/n) wants to take things slow, and I respect her wishes. I'm more than willing to wait until she's ready come home, but I wish she'll come home soon.

Zak: "so what do you want to do about us baby, do you still want to be with me?"

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

Zak: "so what do you want to do about us baby, do you still want to be with me?"

I really do want to be with Zak, I want our little family back together but I still need time, I need time to make myself emotionally, physically and mentally strong.

Catherine (y/n): "I really do want to be with you baby, I want us to be together again... But I need time to make myself emotionally, physically and mentally strong. I don't want to have any weakness anymore, I don't want to be weak around the spirits we'll encounter"

Seeing Zak look upset and breaking down made my heart ache, I do want to be here in our home with him and our children.. I really do.

Catherine (y/n): "believe me baby I really do want to be home with you, I just need some time"

Zak nodded his head and held my hands tight. I noticed how he was looking at me... he was looking at every inch of me, as if he's studying and taking in every little detail of me.

Zak: "do you really want to be with me or are you just saying it to make me happy?"

Catherine (y/n): "Zak... Of course I want to be with you.. I love you, I don't want to be with anyone else"

Then Zak looked at me and I can see he has tears in his eyes. Then he placed one of his hands on the side of my face.

Zak: "I love you more baby"

I leaned closer to Zak, wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. Our kiss started of soft then Zak deepened it.

As Zak was kissing me, I heard the clock chime telling us that it was 9pm. I couldn't believe how late it was getting already it felt like I've only just got here. I thought to myself that I should start thinking about going back to Jay's, but I really don't want to leave Zak... then as if Zak was reading my mind he said to me..

Zak: "stay here with me tonight, I don't want to be here on my own for another night... Please"

How could I say no to him, I don't want Zak to be on his own again.

I smiled at him and nodded my head.

Catherine (y/n): "OK.. I'll stay with you tonight baby"

Then one of Zak's beautiful smiles appeared on his face before he leaned in and kissed me again.

Zak's point of view

I feel so happy Catherine (y/n) has agreed to stay with me tonight, all I want to do is hold her in my arms all night long and show her how much she means to me.

After a little bit more talking we decided to go to bed and relax for a while. As we got into bed I wrapped my arms around Catherine (y/n) as she laid her head on my chest listening to my heart beating.

Zak: "baby I promise I'll do everything I can to make this work with you and me. I never want to lose you again"

Catherine (y/n): "I promise too baby, I never want to lose you again"

I smiled at her again and then I kissed her tenderly before we settled down for the night and fell asleep in each others arms.