Save Me From This Hell

Wedding Prep

Zak's point of view

Aaron was literally a bag of nerves, I can already tell its gonna take him a little while to relax. This is strange, on my wedding day I was exactly how Aaron is right now and he was the one to calm me down, now I'm supporting Aaron and I'm the one trying to calm him down the day before his wedding.

As me, Jay and Billy was calming Aaron down I looked over at my girl and saw she was already having a well deserved catch up with the girls. Every now and again she looked over at me and smiled back at me.

After a little bit longer at Aaron's place it was time for me and the guys to head to the hotel for the night. But before we all headed off Me, Jay and Aaron went over to our girls.

I embraced Catherine (y/n) tight in my arms before I gave her a kiss

Zak: "I love you so much baby"

Catherine (y/n): "I love you so much more baby, have fun with the guys"

Zak: "I will, I can already see me, Jay and Billy are gonna be spending most of it calming Aaron"

We laughed a little before I kissed Catherine (y/n) again and then I joined the rest of the guys and we was on our way.

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

It really is gonna be strange not being with Zak tonight, especially as all we have done these last few weeks was spent alot of time together. But I know one thing is for sure I'm gonna have a great time with Morgan and Victoria wedding prepping.

After our dinner arrived we all done some face masks before sticking a movie on. Even though we did watch some of the movie all we had done was talk and have a great laugh about things.

Morgan: "now Victoria no matter how much you want to see Aaron tonight, you have to fight the urge and don't let him come back over....like Catherine (y/n) did with Zak the night before her wedding"

Morgan winked at me and I blushed hard.

Victoria: "what? How did I not know that, Zak came back home for the night?!"

She even smiled at me and now I was blushing really bad.

Catherine (y/n): "you didn't know?"

Victoria: "no, where was I, where was the other girls?"

Catherine (y/n): "you all fell asleep on the couches, and I headed to bed.. Then I started texting Zak, then he came over"

Victoria: "Catherine (y/n) Bagans you're so sneeky"

Catherine (y/n): "Hey it's not my fault I wanted Zak to spend one more night with me before our big day, he wanted to do the same... It was a joint decision"

After I said that we all laughed. Us girls was really having fun, so much fun we even took some silly selfies together, before we took some nice ones. I even posted the picture on my Instagram.

@catherine_bagans: "what a great night me and the girls are having, nothing beats some girl time whilst prepping Victoria for her and Aaron's big day tomorrow 👨🏻‍💼👰🏼💖"

As soon as I posted my phone was going crazy, Morgan even commented before all of the guys commented.

@_diirtcobain: "love ya girls 😍😘💖"

@realzakbagans: "looking beautiful baby 😍🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♀️ how did us guys get so lucky to have you girls 💖"

@jaywasleyfilm: "beautiful girls, I have no idea @realzakbagans but we certainly are the luckiest guys in the world 😍"

@aarongoodwin: "can't wait for my girl to be Mrs Goodwin tomorrow 😁💖 May the 4th be with us"

@billytolley: "can't wait for tomorrow too bro, we really are lucky guys 😁"

Catherine (y/n): "these guys are just too cute"

Morgan: "I know, when they're being cute like this do you think they want something"

Victoria: "no way Aaron is just being cute as he always is"

Catherine (y/n): "same as Zak, he's always cute like this"

Morgan: "that's the thing with Jay he's shy so he doesn't always comment anything like this on Instagram, but in person he's always like this"

I just love the fact the guys are like this with us girls, it shows they're not worried about what everyone else thinks, they're happy with us.

After a little longer it was time for us girls to head to bed to get some beauty sleep, it sure didn't take me long til I was fast asleep.

** dream **

I couldn't see alot around me but all I can see was the guys and all of the girls at Aaron's and Victoria's wedding.

I was busy talking to the girls, then the next minute I was looking around for Zak. I couldn't find him anywhere until he suddenly reappeared right in front of me kissing a girl with blonde hair, I can physically feel myself shaking with anger and I can feel my heart breaking into a thousand pieces. But what really hurt the most the girl turned around and saw it was Zak's ex Holly.

I couldn't say anything I just stared in shock.

Holly: "umm excuse me can you please not stare at me and my husband please"

I couldn't believe what I just heard I looked down at my hand and saw my rings had disappeared. I wasn't married to Zak. This can't be happening, please let this be a dream.

I wanted to scream, run away...but another part of me wanted to grab Zak and kiss him to show him we're really together. I couldn't take this pain much longer, I ran out of the room...

Zak: "Catherine (y/n)?!"

I suddenly woke up and sat up in bed covered in cold sweat and tears running down my face..my heart was pounding hard I felt like I couldn't breathe. I looked down at my hand and touched my rings...

Catherine (y/n): "it's just a dream, none of it was real"

As I was sharing the bed with Morgan and Victoria, I carefully got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to get myself a drink and carry on calm myself down. As I was concentrating getting my breathing back to normal, Zak texted me.

Zak: "baby... Are you OK? Xxxxx ❤️❤️❤️❤️"

I didn't know what to say I couldn't even reply back to Zak, I actually felt kind of angry. I know Zak wouldn't ever cheat on me or get back with Holly, but I can't help but feel hurt and think of the worse.

Zak: "Catherine (y/n) please talk to me baby... What's wrong? Xxxxxx ❤️❤️"