Save Me From This Hell

What?

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

What an amazing day we've had, I wasn't expecting Billy to chase after me with the fish in his hand after the comment I made and then me, Zak and Billy getting into a mini water fight. Apart from all the times Zak makes me laugh hard like that I don't know how long it was when I laughed that hard before.

But unfortunately our little water fight came to sudden halt when silly me had a accident yet again, which involved me tripping over a rock and cutting my leg in the process.

Billy: "I'm so sorry sis, I didn't mean to make you fall"

Catherine (y/n): "it's OK bro, I've had worse"

Zak: "maybe I should wrap you in bubble wrap baby, you keep hurting yourself"

Catherine (y/n): "I was beginning to think of the same thing, but honest baby I'm fine. Its none of you guys fault it was mine, I should've watched where I was going"

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As time was getting on we was walking back to our camp but as my leg was starting to hurt bad Zak decided to carry me on his back. We even reminisced about the time he had to carry me back home from our hike the day after our wedding. It wasn't that long ago but yet it felt like forever since that happened.

About half way back to camp, Zak was starting to get tired from carrying me.

Catherine (y/n): "baby it's Ok put me down and I'll walk for the rest of the way"

Zak slowly put me down and stayed close to me to support me. I managed to get some of the way but again my leg was starting to hurt bad again, even Billy noticed that I was in pain.

Zak: "baby wait a minute, you can't walk the rest of the way like that"

Catherine (y/n): "I'll be OK baby"

Billy: "Catherine (y/n) how about I carry you the rest of the way, that's if Zak doesn't mind that is"

Zak: "that's fine with me bro, but are you sure you'll be OK with that"

Billy: "dude if I wasn't OK with it I wouldn't be offering"

OK I wasn't expecting Billy to offer to help me, but I suppose he was still feeling a little bit guilty he made me fall over. I just wish neither Zak or Billy keep blaming themselves, it's none of their fault.

So without any arguing or getting told off for being stubborn I allowed Billy to carry me on his back for the rest of the way. As we was nearly back I looked over at Zak and can tell he's feeling a bit disappointed in himself that he couldn't carry me all the way but yet I know he's thankful that Billy was happy to help him.

As we arrived back at our camp I noticed Diana was giving me some strange looks because Billy was carrying me.

Jay: "are you OK sis?"

Catherine (y/n): "yeah I'm fine, I had a accident again"

Aaron: "Hey I thought I was the only one who has alot of accidents"

Billy put me down carefully and Zak helped me to a chair before he went to the RV to get the first aid kit so he can clean my leg.

Morgan: "that looks really nasty, maybe you should go to the hospital"

Catherine (y/n): "will you all please stop worrying about me, I'm fine"

I love the fact everyone wants to look after me but I just wish they would all stop worrying about me all the time.

Victoria: "we're only worried about you sis"

Catherine (y/n): "I know you are and I'm sorry if I seem snappy, but please... You all don't need to worry about me"

Zak: "we're only worried about you because we all love you baby"

Catherine (y/n): "I know you all do and I love you all too, but don't worry about me over something little like this, the only time I want you all to worry about me is if its something serious or if I end up getting a really bad attachment".

Woah wait... What the hell did I just say?

Zak's point of view

Catherine (y/n): "... the only time I want you all to worry about me is if its something serious or if I end up getting a really bad attachment"

My heart felt like it stopped beating and we was all in shock from what Catherine (y/n) just said to us. As I was cleaning her leg up I can feel myself starting to break down, so I quickly stopped and packed the first aid kit away before I quickly started walking off. My head is going crazy and I needed to clear my head.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak?!"

I didn't want to stop I just carried on walking.

About 20 minutes later I stopped walking and took a break. Why did Catherine (y/n) say that? I sat down and began to break down...my heart ached.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak"

I looked up and saw Catherine (y/n) standing in front of me. I couldn't even look at her I feel angry and yet pained.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak... Please look at me"

Then I did. She bent down and sat in front of me and held my hands in hers.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak... I'm sorry, I don't even know why I said that"

Zak: "but why did you say it Catherine (y/n)? You know how I feel about the thought of you having some sort of attachment. It hurt me that you even said that"

We both stood up again and I was just about to start walking again when Catherine (y/n) grabbed my arm.

Catherine (y/n): "Zak please, stop walking away from me"

I felt angry I needed to get away again. I grabbed Catherine's (y/n) wrist harshly and I pushed her away from me.

Zak: "just leave me alone!"

Catherine's (y/n) point of view

What happened next scared me, Zak grabbed my wrist harshly and pushed me away from him.

Zak: "just leave me alone!"

I stumbled back slightly, I was shocked. Zak has never done anything like that before, then I saw him walk away from me and out of my sight. What have I done, why did I say what I did. I fell to the floor and bunched myself up small and broke down crying. During my break down I managed to cry out a little whisper.

Catherine (y/n): "I'm sorry Zak"