In life, we are bound to lose people that are not meant for us... that's why I did not regret losing him.
TW: this story contains theme about domestic violence
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Song: Maybe- James Arthur
Chance
Kahit tapos na ang party ay hindi parin mawala sa isip ko ang mga sinabi ni Gio sa akin kanina.
He told me that he's never been in a relationship with Claire. But what is the meaning of the scene I saw a few months ago? It doesn't evem seem like they are not in a relationship!
But does it even matter? He probably only did that to make me jealous! In fairness with him, he succeeded!
Gio also told me that he still continued to look for me even if everyone thought that they won't ever see me again.
And the most surprising thing that he told me tonight is that... he's still in love with me!
It almost seemed impossible that you can stay in love with the same person for most of your life. Wala rin namang kasiguraduhan noon na kami sa dulo.
But Gio still continued to love me despite all the rejections, the pain that I gave him when I chose Ace over him... he set all those aside and continued to love me still.
Just when I was about to lose hope in love, he came and changed it all. Pinatunayan niya na kaya ko parin palang mag-mahal kahit na wasak ang puso ko. He proved to me that love will always prevail.
Gio recognized me despite all my uncertainties.
"I should've told him!" Sabi ko sa sarili.
Ginulo ko ang buhok at hindi makapakling umikot-umikot sa kama. Pinagsisipa ko rin ang hangin dahil hindi parin ako makapaniwala na wala man lang akong ginawa matapos niyang umamin! I squealed and pulled my hair.
"I'm leaving next week and I didn't tell him that I also love him?! Argh! You are so stupid, Zaj!"
I stared at the ceiling. I clearly have no idea on what to do.
Dalawang araw na ang nakalipas matapos ang party na iyon pero hindi ko parin magawang sabihin kay Gio ang tunay kong nararamdaman para sakanya.
No matter how many times he tried not to make things awkward, ako parin 'tong hindi mapakali at nahihiya sa sarili! I can't help myself okay?!
Ilang araw na rin akong walang tulog nang dahil sa kakaisip kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin. I don't want him to think that I only love him back because he admitted his feelings for me.
In fact, I already love him even before he poured his heart out to me.
Malaki rin ang naitulong sa akin noong araw na magdamag na nasa meeting si Gio. I used that time as an opportunity to think about things. I strolled around the city. Nagpunta ako sa Merlion at Esplanade.
Pero kahit na ganoon, hindi parin napanatag ang loob ko. I tried to think of some ways on how will I admit my feelings for him. But I couldn't think of any!
