i woke up dreading school. i had nightmares all night about jason. before i got out of bed, i began thinking:
will jason be there?
no no. he can't be there. he's expelled.
will people judge me?
what will people think about me and kio?
are me and cynthia friends now?
i snapped out of it when my second alarm went off. i picked up my phone and looked at the time, 7:30. i had to leave in 45 minutes. i looked at my notifications and saw that kio texted me. i smiled as i opened it because i knew he had woken up early just to send me a good morning text.
the messages
my mans🥺 good morning baby❤️
wifey🥵 awww gm baby😘
my mans🥺 i just wanted to wish you luck today🥰 i know you'll be fine, just in case tho
wifey🥵 your too sweet🥺 thank you baby. i have to get ready now so byeeee
my mans🥺 bye babe❤️
end messages
i put my phone down and smiled as i got out of bed.
i went over to my closet and picked out this outfit:
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(without the puffy jacket bc it's a warm day)
i straightened my hair and put on some light makeup. i grabbed all my school stuff while saying bye to my parents since they had gotten back earlier this morning.
i walked out to my car and drove to lexie's house, because i wanted to talk with her before we got to school, to catch up and stuff
i picked her up and she told me all the drama that's happened in school while i was gone.
she also told me that i was the talk of the whole school which made me 100x more nervous
lexie also told me that a lot of ppl feel sorry for me, but a few think that i deserved it, because i was apparently a "slut".
we arrived to school and i was sooo nervous.
lexie looked at me and gave me a reassuring smile which made me calm down a little bit, but not enough.
we walked into school and i immediately felt eyes on me. i tried my best to infinite it, and i did. me and lexie reaches our first class and i sat in the back because all i was worried about today was getting my make up work and leaving.
once my first class was over, i started going to my second class. as i walked through the halls, i could her everyone whispering about me. those idiots must not think i have ears.
i kinda wanted to confront them because when i heard them telling each other that i was a slut, i lost it.
"you know i can hear you right" i said with hell attitude
the two girls looked at me and it looked like they felt bad.
"sorry" one said while quickly walking away with the other following them.
i rolled my eyes and continued walking to second period.
i had nothing to do in that period so i just went on my phone the whole time. i saw that sydney posted so i decided to check it out
my heart dropped as i saw the post. i felt like crying but managed to hold it in.
(pretend the next pic is kio and sydney)
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sydneyvmay he's my bestie again🥰
kiocyrrr mhm bestieeeee ^addisonxxx wtf kio. ^^kiocyrrr woah baby it's not what you think ^^userrr awww poor addi😢
user56 little too close for "bEsTiEs"
joshrichards woah man, that's fucked up
lexiexoxo you did not just do my baby like that
addisonfan kio's suck a fuckboy. i'm so sorry addi:(
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why the hell was kio hanging out with sydney again. and why are they so close in that picture? he literally has his arms all around her like wtf
at this point, i was more mad than sad. why the hell would he do this. did i make a mistake by being with him?
hey guyssss. hope you enjoyed this and yea, that's pretty much it lol.
also i'm kinda bummed cuz my reads on my chapters has gone 📉📉 and that's makes me like 😕.
but i'm extremely thankful for the people who keep reading my story❤️ it really does mean a lot to me so thank you
