Felix slowly turned around. Brown and beautiful eyes looked at him. He should had ran away! Felix tried to run away but it was like Chan stare froze him. „Who are you", Chan asked the boy, who looked at him axnious. He saw him already for many times. He was always in the area Chan was, too. It doesn'tmatter if it's just in the school hall or outside the school building. Those dark brown eyes and freckles. He looked kinda cute. Felix still couldn't speak. Chan also froze his vocal cords. He was too afraid to talk.
„I am Chan", he said and smiled at the boy. Smiling maybe could relax the boy. A quick move from Felix. „I-I know...". It wasn't much but better than still being unable to talk. However he hasn't answered Chans question yet. His idendity is still unknown. Chan raised a brow and was suprised to hear such a deep voice. „F-Felix", he stuttered nervously. It was harder than expected. In his daydream he could talk to Chan that easily but now in reality it was way different. He need to get out of the paralyzing situation. He wanted to talk to Chan. The question is how. How is he able to talk to him? „Felix? Is this your name?" Felix nodded slightly as he still looked at Chan. At the moment the dark haired boy was giving his full attention to the boy called Felix. „Nice to meet you. Did you also hurt yourself? I hurt my kneecap". Chan laughed. Felix melted away by Chans laugh. He was surprised that Chan could talk to him this easily. Not like him, being all frozen and anxious.
Felix tought of his next step. If he would yes, he could spend time with Chan alone. „Yes". Chan crossed his arms. „And what did you hurt?" „I f-fell dizzy". Felix was extremly nervously and feeling bad thats why he doesn't talk that much. Nobody would talk if they feel dizzy. Chan asked him, if he wants to join his company in the infirmary. He limped inside the room and sat on the bed. „At least I am not alone anymore". He knew Chan was kind but seing it, being around him, was something else. Felix wanted more of it. He grabbed a chair and sat next to him. Chan smiled at him. „I saw you may times. In wich class are you in?", Chan asked. Felix felt more anxious. Chan noticed him. Not only once but multiple times. Felix couldn't respond."Should I leave you alone?" Felix didn't look very well. How he sat on the chair. Felix sure felt horrible. No! „Continue...talking..p-please", Felix stuttered and hoped that he could loose a bit of his anxiety soon.
„Uhm...what can we talk about?" Chan was trying to search for a topic to talk about. Many question were haunting inside his mind but wich of them could he ask Felix? Something that doesn't requires a lot of words. „Two classes...below", Felix whispered. Chan raised his brow again. He needed a bit to realize Felix answered his question from before. „Oh this means you are in the same class with the sister of a friend of mine. Hansol is his name."
Don't say this name. Don't say this fucking name! Felix knew he was in the same class like Hansol. He knew him to damn well. Felix wanted to burn him down. He couldn't see Hansols smile anymore. Felix pupils focused on Chan, to see if the Name Hansol did a reaction to Chan. He was still smiling. Is it because of Hansol? It was because of Hansol. Felix took a deep breath and he felt how his temperature got higher. All because of anger and jealousy. „I know him",Felix spoke without any problems. His anger killed the anxiety. He didn't feel this nervous anymore like in the beginning. „Ouh nice", Chan added. „Tell me...do you date Hansol?" Chan was totally surprised about this question and Felix talking so smooth. „I don't know".
Well, I decided to continue uploading this story but unedited. I know my grammar is trashy and it's hard to read but I hope you still understand all :D Feel free to correct me! <3 Today, I finished this story and I had to admit, THAT I FREAKING LOVE THIS END. It's so beautiful and it has so much feelz. I LOVE FEELZ *-* I am more positive now. Mood swings are a bad thing, I tell you. Also I want to continue uploading because of kimjiwong_691 (THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I COULD TAG ANOTHER PERSON 0: *party hard*) SO THIS IS JUST FOR YOU <3 :) CHECK HER OUT. HER CHANLIXSTORIES ARE MASTERPIECES. Thank you for being always so nice <3
And it's fine if nobody else will read this story because this story is my own little treasure <33 uwu
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Felixity (Chanlix FF, english)
Fanfiction--- Felix loves Chan but Chan loves the idea of people getting hurt-- -- Side ships: Changsung and Minchan
