DISCONTINUED If Only Memories Could Be Erased(A Shoto Todoroki X Oc Fanfic)

Ch43: Big Brother

Tamaki's pov

I sat in the hospital room, still curled in on myself. I wasn't sure how many days I'd been here but I didn't want anyone coming near me. I didn't trust them. Shoto and dad came everyday. Dad talked to me about Eri, Hitoshi and Amajiki who was now part of the family I guess. Says that he'd found him crying outside the dorms. Shoto told me about what was going on in the school and what I was missing. I felt a little more secure around them but I still hadn't let anyone touch me and I refused to eat anything. My door opened -it was kept closed because I kept having panic attacks when I saw random people passing my room- and someone walked in. I looked over. Amajiki slowly closed the door, a baggy hoodie that only showed the tips of his fingers and a white plastic bag hanging from one hand and another bag slung over his shoulder. He turned around after closing the door, almost jumping out of his skin when he realised I was watching him.
"S-sorry. If I'm d-disturbing you th-then I can go" he mumbled, hands shuffling together. I shook my head, hair falling over my shoulder. He stayed where he was stood near the door for a few seconds before walking over and sitting on the bed.
"I wanted to know if you were alright" he explained, placing both bags on the bed. I looked at them.
"I brought food..... You know...... If your hungry" he mumbled. I looked in the bag. He's brought some takoyaki, pastries and hot chocolate that was still warm. I picked up the cup which warmed my hands. I lifted it to my mouth, glad the hot drink didn't burn my tongue. Amajiki looked at my arms. I tilted my head down, trying to hide my face with my hair. I knew they looked bad but I didn't want people looking at them. He went into the rucksack, pulling out a dragon plush I recognised.
"Todoroki wanted to give this to you today but he had to do something with his dad" Amajiki explained, placing it on the bed. I nodded again. He put his hands back into the bag, picking up a glass bottle. I flinched. He raised his hands up.
"I-it's rubbing alcohol. I wa-wanted to try and patch up your injuries" he mumbled. I thought that over. Shoto and dad never really offered to do my bandages, not sure why though and I wasn't going to let a doctor touch me.
"Alright" I whispered. He took one of my arms and gently rubbed a cotton ball soaked in the liquid over my arm. I flinched, whimpering from the pain.
"S-sorry" Amajiki muttered. He kept rubbing my arm until all the scabs and dried up blood had come off. Now there was puss and fresh blood covering my arm. He used a tissue to clean it up before wrapping my arm up in bandages that he pulled out from his bag. He did the same to my other arm. I looked in the white plastic bag, taking a bit of takoyaki and nibbling on it. I hadn't eaten in a while since I didn't trust the hospital food and I hadn't been given much food in that basement. I was so occupied with the food that I was nibbling on that I didn't even realise that Amajiki had began and finished patchinng up all the stab wounds and the scrape marks on my ankles. I didn't realise until he sat back up, hands splashed with blood and puss. I paused mid bite, looking at his hands. "All done" he explained. I lifted my top slightly, blinking at the bandages. I looked back up at Amajiki who was looking at me with worry.
"A-are they too tight?" he asked. I shook my head. He gave me a small, slightly shaky smile.
"Thanks Amajiki" I whispered. He looked surprised for a second then in thought.
"S-since we're kinda siblings now, I guess you can call me Tamaki" he explained, fiddling with his hands.
"Alright. Then you can call me Tamaki" I offered. He looked at me before laughing slightly.
"I'm sorry. That was just a little odd" he admitted. I nodded. He leaned forward and gave me a slightly awkward hug. I flinched and he pulled back.
"S-sorry. I forgot you aren't keen on touching at the moment" he mumbled.
"It's fine" I whispered back.