𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 ↷ na jaemin.

~ Chapter 41 ~

Haneul couldn't sleep that night. No matter how hard she tried, or what she did. Her mind just kept going back to the events that had happened earlier. 

Jaemin hadn't tried to call her ever since he left. But she knew it was because of everything she said. Thinking back, Jaemin did seem genuinely sorry. 

But the pain of everything was still there, so there was no way she'd be able to forgive him that fast. 

It was around 2 in the morning, and she still couldn't sleep. Haneul groaned into her pillow and mumbled some swear words as she got up for the hundredth time. 

She went to the bathroom, closing the door, and breathing in. She rested her arms on the counter and stared at herself in the mirror.

To be completely honest, she looked awful. You can clearly tell how much these days' events affected her just by looking at her face. 

Her once lively eyes were filled with tears. Dark circles were creeping under her eyes from the amount of sleep she hadn't gotten. 

She looked pale. Well, paler than she usually did. Her eyes were pink and puffed due to the crying, and her nose was slightly red. 

Haneul shook her head at herself, but washed her face, trying to look somewhat normal. After patting down her face, she left the bathroom and walked to the kitchen. 

She entered, letting the dark, quiet kitchen surround her. It felt empty. Well, of course, it did. It was only her alone in the whole apartment. 

Haneul felt a lump in her throat when she saw a pacifier sitting on the counter. She already missed Hajoon, and it had just been a day since she last saw him. 

He'd really left a mark on her heart. 

But when she thought about the baby, a specific boy came to her mind, making her feel upset, but for the wrong reason. 

"Snap out of it. You're not supposed to miss him," she mumbled, referring to the one and only Na Jaemin. 

Sighing, Haneul sat in a chair, resting her chin on her hands as she stared in front, focusing on nothing in particular. 

She tried hard to focus on everything bad Jaemin had done. It would make it easier to make her forget him.

 But the memories like them taking care of Hajoon, and Haneul and Jaemin being together made her heart leap. 

He was affecting her to the point where she couldn't even hate him. She couldn't even stop thinking about him. 

Some tears escaped her eyes, but at that moment, she didn't really care. Haneul wiped them away, and after a while of thinking, sleep started to finally overtake her. 

Yawning, she stood up and walked through the dark hallways, and into her bedroom. She got into bed and turned the lights off. 

And eventually, she managed to fall into a deep sleep. 

Sorry for the short chapter!!

I can't think of what to write at the moment-

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