(Y/n) pov
"You need to show me something better than this! If you can't write a better report than this by the end of the week. I'll fail you. No expectation."
"(Y/n) we need you to be there when we call you. I know you have some type of long distance boyfriend but your education comes first. I don't want to be a.. bitch but if you don't come the full two hours today. I can't put your name of the paper.."
"I've been busy (y/n).. Sorry but can I call you tommorow?"
"Sure.."
As the call ends I drop the pregnancy test on the table. Soon my hands begins to tremble before I shut the laptop with full force.
"I can't be pregnant.." I pick up the positive test.
"Last time.. It happened-" soon I can't help but think about the last time. Rin's right now across the world and I'm over here panicking for my life. This can't happen I-
We used protection .. I'm sure of it. He wouldn't have-
No I trust him.. as my hands tremble I pick my phone up .. "Megami.. you know that thing we have in the cupboard .. I need you now!!"
Later that day~~
"What the hell!!"
I decided to take 2 more test 1 came back negative the other one was broke!" I felt a slight relief megami waiting on the other side of the table she sighs.
"I think you should talk to him-"
"No not yet.. what if I'm not. This was the last test I tool I assume it negative-"
"Sweetie " she shakes her head..
"You know I'm your friend but you should have talked to rin about it!"
I felt a slight guilt. Almost felt as I was lying to him what if something happened- what if something happens.
"I say you but another pregnancy test.. call rin and take it with him."
Video cal~~
"Rin I need to talk to you about something-" he yawns before getting a call on his phone.
"Yeah coach?" I bit my lip ..
Should I just end the call it's almost 1am for him I'm just being a nuisance should I take the test one more time by myself-
"Sorry that was my coach he got an urgent announcement that our meeting was canceled so I guess we don't have to go tomorrow morning to the meet-"
"Are you okay?" My face all dim I decided to change the screen by turning it off.
"Y/n-"
"Rin.. this morning I took a pregnancy test.. it came positive.." my voice trembles..
He soon slaps his forehead "but that night I used protection-"
"I KNOW YOU DID .. SO I DONT KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED!! SOMEONE LIKE ME THIS SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED!!" I panic breathing heavily.
"Look it's going to be okay-"
"Rin!! I took 2 more test one came back negative and the other one was broke.. do I bought one more.. when I'm done taking this one. This is it Rin.." I feel teats overwhelmed me.
I can't be a mother I didn't come here to get pregnant what would my dad think?
As 3 minutes pass by I grab the test.
"(Y/n) can you turn the camera back on?"
"I can't- what if-"
"Then I'll drop everything right now to go see you. Your not alone in this (y/n) take a deep breathe (y/n) and slowly tell me what the test says." He says calmly.
"Rin.. the test says-"
I sigh heavily in relief "negative" I feel myself breakdown in front of him he continues to smile before sighing.
"Great-"
"Rin we can't let this happen again you know that.."
The room goes silent, feeling a sense of relief "what do you mean by that (y/n)? That day w-we b-both wanted-
"I know Rin!! But-
My phone rings loudly enough for him to hear on his end the name pops up of my professor.
He sighs "can you turn that off!!"
I furrow my eyebrows pinching between my temple "I have to Rin it's my professor" he sighs heavily before I pick it up.
"Hello?"
"(Y/n) sorry to interrupt this late in your evening-
"Your fine your not interrupting anything- as I go back for a quick glance to the screen the screen is blank..Rin's gone. My eyes widen before bitting down on lip hard feeling a bit of droplets of blood dropping to the ground.
Huh that night I don't even remember the reason my professor called me.. shows how much I cared for Rin...
After that call we were never the same. To this day I can forgive myself for blaming Rin for taking my anger out on him for being there.
Why was I so angry for a decision we both agreed on and the chances of that happening were slim to none. But the thought of Rin dropping everything for me-
Shows how immature my mind works. Moving on in the end a couple weeks later was the worst decision I've made.. breaking up with Rin over a call.
Long distance relationship.. ha those never cease to amaze me. What was I thinking getting into one when I was younger.. alone .. and terrified of losing the only chance to get closer to my mom.
Rin.. I wonder what are you doing now?
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Lost Memories (Rin Matsuoka X Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/n) enjoyed swimming with her best friends in the swimming club when she was younger. An accident occurred after her best friend Rin Matsuoka left to Australia. 4 years later she's back along with her brother and holding onto a secret she's been k...
