Running Through The Waves (Isla Vagues Series #1) COMPLETED

Kabanata 26

Kabanata 26:
Years

I played my fingers in the wine glass as I stared at the dark sky. The blaring music from the yacht are making my thoughts drift into something. The cold breeze sweep across my face that make me shiver a bit. I'm wearing a black spaghetti dress that hugs my body perfectly.

It's showing my bare back and it has a long slits in the right that make my flawless legs shows. I know this dress is quite stealing glances but my mind is in tangle thoughts.

I'm leaning against the metal railings as I stared at the moon. The only thing that give light to whole dark place. Ilang taon man ang lumipas, nanatiling malinaw sa isip ko ang lahat. Those memory doesn't even fade or vanish. It was still remained in my mind. Na kapag iniisip ko ngayon sobrang naninikip na ang dibdib ko.

Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa alak kaya may nalalasahan akong pait ngayon o dahil sa memorya na nakatatak na sa isip ko. My eyes went down to the wine and I smiled weakly as my mind drift back to the nightmare that I didn't even force myself to forgot because I deserve this. I deserve to torment myself hoping that the pain I inflict him will lessen.

"You're a fast learner, Kayeziel. Just hold the gun and point the end to your target. If you're sure at your angle then pull the trigger." Zaijan said behind me assisting me to another session of shooting. I point my gun to the farthest target. I gritted my teeth when my eyes narrowed. I stared at the red dot in the center. I took a deep sigh as I ensure my right angled.

My lips twisted as I pull the trigger in a precise move. I heard a low sound of gun since I'm wearing a headset in my ears. Narinig ko na lang ang marahang palakpak ni Zaijan at ang pulang tuldok na butas na.

"Woah. You learn better and faster than my men, Kayeziel. Will I invite you to the agency now?" Zaijan ask. Amusement filled in his eyes and I shrugged.

"No, I have a better plan to do than to work under you." sagot ko at nilagyan muli ng bala ang baril.

"Tapos na ang session natin. Do you want to do another session?"

"Yeah, my fingers were itching to pull the trigger again and again." I said seriously and Zaijan sigh.

"Don't be carried away, Kayeziel. I know you have a deep rooted hatred now but I will still won't let you stain your hands."

"Hindi ko rin naman hahayang madumihan ang kamay ko lalo na kung basura ang hahawakan ko."

Zaijan taught me everything I need in firearms and self defense. I learned how to hold a gun since I'm in a rush to know it. I also learn basic in mix martial arts. Hindi ko naman kailangang malaman ang lahat ng iyon, I just need to know how to defend myself.

I was left alone in the gymnasium and I keep throwing punches in the punching bag when my tears suddenly fall. I stumble in the mat as I cover my mouth. My tears strolled down my cheeks like a water fall. Hindi ko na mapigilan. Akala ko malakas na ako pero sa tuwing maalala ko ang lahat hindi ko makayanan. Mabilis akong nanghihina at natutumba.

I can feel an excruciating pain. No one can't imagine how hurt I am now. I'm clueless on what happened after I left Isla Vagues, when I heard that Andeng and Lola was killed brutally by Lyndon's men it was like a recieved a hard blow. Sobrang tindi ng rebelasyon na iyon na nadurog ako ng sobra. Halos hindi ko kayanin.

Umalis ako ng umaasa na ayos lang sila at ligtas. I feel so bad that I make them tremble in fear because of Lyndon's sudden confrontation. I was devastated when I left them. Sila ang nasa isip ko sa pagbabalik ko rito. Hindi lang naman si Kairus kung hindi lahat sila na naiwan ko pero hindi ko alam na wala na pala akong babalikan.