rainbow boy - minsung

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the rest of the night was soft. gentle dreams and lots of cuddles. minho never let me out of his arms the whole night as if holding me close to protect me.

and everything felt in place after that night.
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i was woken earlier than expected the next morning, not by minho or his mother . but rather a buzzing sound. i knew it was a few texts to my phone but i didn't bother to answer right away.

i needed extra time to wake up this morning after having a rough night . i was still overwhelmed with emotion when i remember the guy i had just slept with now was my boyfriend... none other than minho.

he was so perfect when he slept and had curled up upon my chest, i couldn't help but admire the beauty of his features. soft lips, messy hair, and little pouty cheeks from his slumber. the most amazing sight.

and now he was mine. mine to cherish and love and give the entire world to. and i was so ready for that, more than ready. but was everyone else ready?

i mean... i hadn't heard if minho had gotten to telling anyone about last night or our amends. i hadn't said a word, minho most likely told his mother though. well... about us. not our... night.

but after taking a moment to admire minho in all his precious beauty one last time i decided to roll over and check my phone.

the messages were not what i expected... i was invited to a coffee shop for breakfast by a face i had not talked to in quite a while. but i guess i would accept... this had to be interesting.

i sighed. my head turned once more to look at minho. i couldn't help but lean down to kiss his sleepy head, causing him to shift a bit.

his eyes didn't open , but his hand slowly slid toward me as if looking for me. i slowly slid mine on the bed back to him as i sat up. "go back to sleep, ok?" i whispered.

minho gave a tired groan and slowly fell back asleep without even waking up all the way. i slowly let my fingers trace away from his, leaving a kiss upon his soft head of hair before leaning back up.

i went to stand but it was painful getting up. my back was all sore and i had an ache in my stomach. not to mention i still felt all tingly in my chest. i went to the bathroom to check out how i looked, trying not to slouch over there in the pain i felt. i guess my body was as sensitive as my emotions... maybe more.

but one look in the mirror made my eyes shoot open and my chest race quickly. my neck had been decorated with red spots and hickeys down to my collar bone. there weren't too many and some had slowly faded down, but still.

although, i felt happy to have them,  if i was going out to see someone in public i couldn't have it showing. my solution was just to steal one of minhos hoodies to wrap around my neck and then head out. so that's what i did.

i headed into his drawer and pulled out the first black hoodie that came to sight, definitely not my style but it would have to do. i threw it on top of my sensitive torso and slowly began to get my way out the door.

i whispered an i love you softly in minhos war and placed a kiss on his cheek before leaving him asleep on the couch and walking down the stairs to
his kitchen.

it took me time to get down the stairs from the aches and cramps i felt but eventually i made it to the front door only to be stopped by someone.

"leaving so soon, jisung?" ms.lee asked as she stood with a cup of coffee in her grip and a spoon to stir it in the other.

"yeah , i'm sorry. i have somewhere to be. but thank you for having me." she walked over and gave me a hug.

" i'm glad to hear you two are alright now. you're an amazing boy jisung and i wouldn't want anyone else as a second son." i honestly felt myself get a bit mixed up and soft inside. all warm and cozy, like this was home.

"why don't you come back for dinner tonight? it is valentine's day after all so i'll make you two something special. and we can talk about the future... sound good, dear? invite your sister, too." ms.lee explained.

"of course. thank you again. although i have to head down town for a bit to meet up with someone. so i'll be back later tonight. ill grab some gifts for minho while i'm out, too." i explained waving my way out the door.

something about that place just made me feel so at ease. it felt like... like home. when i wasn't at minho's house i always had something on my mind that bothered me until my return.

maybe it was that recently i had been scared to return there . maybe it was just that anxiety i always held.

nevermind the negatives. allow me to double check where i'm going again? alright. there's a small breakfast cafe downtown here about 5 minutes out of the neighborhood. that's where i would meet the person who had seemed to shyly invite me this morning.

i could actually go for some got chocolate and maybe a little pastry right about now. my body was tired all over the place and maybe eating would help with the pain.

maybe not, i wouldn't know. i hadn't had a morning after situation like this before. so far i'm realizing my crazy teenage mind has consequences sometimes. i'm still recovering in the head just from the idea of it.

but enough of those nasty thoughts. i was approaching the front of the buildings now. just had to finish crossing this one street, which was quick. i waved to the car that stopped to let me pass.

it was a bit chilly out but i dressed rather basic. minho's hoodie was warm though. and it smelt very masculine unlike my christmas scented body sprays i used.

the person i was meeting was already here, leaning simply against the diner doors awaiting my arrival. he had a white button up shirt on and nice black pants. but not business attire.

he put his phone back in his pocket as he saw me approach from feet away. you could see him gain confidence and take deep breaths. i stood before him.

taking his hands out of his pocket he greeted me with a simple nod before holding his own hands in front of him. "h-hi jisung."

i looked to his eyes and back to the ground with a twisted knot in my stomach.

"hi hyunjin..."