rainbow boy - minsung

rainbow boy

"I should get going, it's late and you have a 'date' tomorrow" Minho smirked... again. "jus-shut up-" I screamed into a pillow all red and embarrassed.

"-get out, bi boy"

----------------------------------

"Bi boy... I like that insult. I might have to get a name for you like that soon." Minho stood up and giggled. He wants to have a nickname for me? "Only you can call me that though." I mean everyone already calls me Ji, even my sister. I should probably check on her once Minho leaves... she had it rough earlier now that I remember.

"I'll see you Monday?" I asked him. I mean unless he had some stupid excuse to not show up to school the last week before winter break, then we should be ok. "For sure." he answered with the sweetest smile.

Something about Minho is just so comforting. It could be that I've known him for so so long living 100 feet away since birth. But I don't think so... i never saw him as a brother figure. Always as a best friend .

But of course nothing more than a best friend. I swear. After what Chan said being gay would make him hate me. And thank god im not.

Like listen, I love the gays and everything about them... well that sounds weird let me rephrase that. I support the community a hundred percent. But i just can't be gay.

I know i sound like- really weird right now but i swear it makes sense in my mind and it's all legal.

Ok forget it somethings wrong with me. Maybe my expert therapist will know. And so that's where i went. Up the stairs and to the right is where I went once Minho had left. Right to the therapist office.

I knocked once before a small "come in" was replied. "Hey... sorry i left you earlier. Minho came over to talk about something. " I explained.

Kat looked up from her computer which she had against her lap in bed "It's ok. I was doing homework for once anyways. I could hear you guys anyways."

Yea I was embarrassed. Did she mean only the humming of our words what we actually had been saying? If it was our actual words we'd have a problem.

"What were we saying dare I ask..?" I hesitated to even ask that question because maybe if she didn't then she'd start suspecting what was being talked about.

"I'll keep it between you two. I don't eavesdrop unless I have too." She told me. Phew... thank god. At least now I was relieved, but her? I wanted to talk with her.

"Um. Do you mind if I talk to you for a bit?" I asked her softly, stepping into the door way fully with an open door. "Oh... sure, I guess."

"If you were busy with homework I'll leave-"

"No it's ok, Ji. I know why you wanna talk and that's ok." She sighed. The mood changed immediately in the air to a rather quiet but anxious setting.

I sat at the bottom of her bed and faced her. I waited for her to say something as I didn't wanna make her uncomfortable or make this any worse.

"I know you had to have invited Lee know over for some reason. You don't just sit and talk with him like that so suddenly." She stated. "What's going on?"

I froze all nervous and just stared at her floor for a minute. I didn't know what to say. Should I say at least one thing or should I just say it was nothing?

"Oh I don't know if he'd want me telling yo-"

and as she normally does as an annoying little sisters, she cut me off. "That he's bi? I think everyone knows that now." Kat replied as if saying "Well duh, jisung. We knew that."

"Oh... yea. That's it." I tried to play it off like nothing was wrong. She smiled and tried to stop herself from laughing but it was easy to notice she couldn't help it. It wasn't like some hysteric laugh, just some small giggles but still.

"What about it , Ji? You gay for him?" And she gave me the same fucking smirk Minho gives me. I hate her sometimes yet love her so much.

"NO!" I JUST HAD QUESTIONS FOR HIM. JUST- " and there i was again screaming into a pillow. But this time at my little sister.

"I oughta call you rainbow boy. Hopefully it'll offend you but it's still cute. Kinda like 'bi boy'." She smirked while cracking up on her bed. At least she was happy with it.

I , on the other hand. Was pissed. Because if she was calling me 'rainbow boy', then surely she took it from me calling Minho 'bi boy'.

"Ok I'm leaving." I stood up quickly and immediately stomped out her door. "I love you, Ji~" She said trying to make this better for me. I love her too, but still im kinda embarrassed.

"You're lucky I love you too." I yelled from my room across the hall. Finally I was back in bed. Now I could relax a bit.

But then I was hungry. I'm always hungry when I'm tired. I mean I hadn't eaten since Minho's this morning but still. A snack wouldn't hurt right?

I had a sweet tooth so immediately went to my fridge to grab something small. Ice cream? Nah. Strawberries? Eh.

I sadly had no cheesecake but still. I saw the whipped cream. I remembered last night. How I was with Minho watching Netflix eating whipped cream straight out of a bowl.

That's what I grabbed. I swirled it into a pretty and sweet tower, grabbed a tiny spoon, and went back up into my room. I should tell Minho what I'm doing.

Maybe he'll be proud. Not sure why I'd need to call him and say that I'm eating a bowl of whipped cream but it just felt right. After a hard day I needed someone to talk to.

But ironically he called first. When the 'mean hoe ❤️' popped up I smiled so bright. I giggled a little as I answered.

"Oh hey bi boy..."