rainbow boy - minsung

for forever

"you two should come over to watch the movie too. make it a double date. ill ask chris. but until then i'll let you head out. " hyunjin told me.

and so i did. picking up a delicious chocolate cake on the way out just for minho tonight . hopefully he'd love it as much as i loved him.

cause today was all about love. and i loved minho .
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i read the texts from minho. they were just to say good morning and that he couldn't wait to see me later and had a surprise ready for tonight. and i was beyond excited.

the stings and tingles never left my chest when he came into mind. the last week had gone like a little flash. it all felt so wrong yet so right at the same time.

wrong in the terms of quick amends and easy apologies but right in the terms of no more grudges or guilt going around. i mean... i still felt a bit guilty about all of this but not as much as i used to.

and i'd be glad to inform everyone that hyunjin and i we're finally settled and he realized his mistake, although i know i won't be able to fully get out all my experiences of being gay , i'll have stories to tell.

i got to my house about 10 minutes later and made my way through the front door to find my sister sitting at the kitchen island with some cereal and sketch books .

i placed the cake in the fridge and turned around to converse with her. "whatcha drawing ?" i asked short and simple.

she looked up at me with raised brows and a little smirk. "i'll tell you if you let me know where you were last night. and ill give you a hint, i know the answer ." just like hyunjin she found it a bit humorous . i did not.

my eyes rolled in response and i stood up to get myself a glass of water. "well you're invited to go back with me tonight for dinner. and ms.lee said she wants to talk to us so i assume you tag along."

my sister just shrugged and seemed alright with it, cleaning up at the kitchen counter and working her way back to her room.

"hey!" i yelled back, placing my cup on the counter loudly to grab her attention. she turned around a bit frightened and confused. "you never told me what you were drawing." i asked in a fake shy manor as i took another sip.

"and what's it to ya , rainbow boy."
another cliche jisung chokes on his drink occurred and yea i want to slap her across the face and throw her off a cliff so bad right about now.

"go." i said firmly in response, pointing up the stairs and making my way behind her to our separate bedrooms.

I took a quick shower , leaving minho's hoodie unattended on my bed until I returned. I mean If we were having a good dinner then I wasn't going to wear something casual and comfy, rather something more formal and proper . I told kat to do the same. she did just as I did. for me I put on a white button up shirt and some tan pants . the sleeves were short though so I added a comfy jacket just as I walked over. 

I sat at my desk and quickly wrote minho a cute card. I think it's weird that our first official full day of dating was valentines day. that would for sure make it memorable and much more important. I scribbled some sentimental words in there along with more apologies and folded it what the kids call hot dog style. 

the front I added little stickers on and cute tape to make it look better. a knock on my door added a little rip to the corner, although I covered it with a sticker. 

"ready to head over? " kat asked . I nodded and grabbed a small back pack incase we did end up going to see emma and chris that night. kat assisted by carrying the cake. 

it was an easy two second walk across our lawn and to the lee's household. ms.lee answering the door before we could even step foot on to the porch. "ah my favorite siblings ! come right in. make yourself at home. dinner shall be done shortly. I hope you guys like bulgogi and rice. " she explained.

"thanks for having us, ms.lee. i  brought some cake for dessert. but if minhos alright with it we got invited to a double date tonight. of course if that's ok with you too, ma'am ." I explained in return. 

"oh drop the formality, young man . call me mom for all I care. you two are like my other kids and you don't have to call me things like ma'am or other words like that. mrs.lee is fine too, just don't think you have to go insa-"

she stopped in her tracks and gazed to the stairs. slow footsteps could be heard from behind. and I knew who it was but I was waiting til the right moment to turn around. and I didn't regret it when I did. 

minho stood shyly at the bottom of the steps right beside the table with a rose, card, and what seemed to be tiny chocolates. I slowly made my way towards him and we exchanged our gifts as well as a small kiss for a moment. "hate to be cheesy but- happy valentines day, love." minho said softly. 

I read the note to myself in my mind. 

" dear jisung, 

              thanks for years of endless love and support. and now i'm dating you... which I have no 

regrets too. I truly love you enough to give you my undying love for lets hope forever. I can't wait 

for more cuddles and kisses. you are beyond beautiful and mean a lot to my mother and I. 

promise to stay a part of this family? just like you promise to stay with me ? I love you han 

jisung, for forever. you'll forever be my rainbow boy.

sincerely,

minho <3 "

honestly i teared up a bit. he seemed to at my note, as well. we just gave a hug and a peck to each other before he took my hands and we shared another ' i love you.' we were interrupted by some good news though, turning to see a set table ms.lee spoke. 

she informed us dinner was ready and we placed our gifts softly on the couch before sitting beside each other. kat across from us and ms.lee at the head of the table. we all took time to scoop our food and compliment a feast well done. 

but instead of eating the whole time, it seemed ms.lee had other intentions. 

"so." she began. "kat. jisung." ms.lee spoke, easily grabbing the attention of my sister and i. 

"there is something i want to discuss. "